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What are friends anyways?

2010-05-11T23:46:00.005+08:00

This question suddenly popped up in my head today. What are friends anyways? I have friends, plenty of 'em. But do they really are my friends?

First of, I'm a shy guy, really, but I know how to mingle and make friends. I have lots of friends back then since kindergarten, which then to primary. In my secondary education, I'd met more other friends from various location throuht out Malaysia. Now, in the University, I'd make more friends and still have my old friends with me. But, out of all he friends which one of them are really my real friends?

I do believe that I still have my "besterestest" friends like Buyut, Effa, Jijah, Nizar, Pilin, Aqeem, Baloo, my housemates in India, and more who I classify them as my BFF, and I also happen to have lots of close friends. The most interesting part is, I have many friends, but some of them I don't even know where to place them?

I mean, you see, there are many types of friends that live on this earth. Friends for benefit for example, do they really should be classified? I mean, I don't get the idea friends for benefit. You see, I'm with my BFF, we are friends for benefit as well you know. I got something from them, they got something from me. Does that not counted as friends for benefits?

Let's not talk about that cause it's way too off topic. I wanted to share my experience with 1 person I called friend. People make jokes and jokes are the thing that a sign that people want to make nice to them. I purposely and with the intention want to make nice, tap my "friend" and what I get in return was a scream and anger from that person. Am I to scary or am I being to overacting? I don't think so, or maybe "friends" thinks that I'm overacting. I mean, people have anger and temper., I know, believe me. I do have temper as well, but each and every people should really have to CONTROL the temper, if not, you'll make no friends then. Don't simply throw you temper to people who try to make nice to you.

I admit, I'm fragile and I am someone that can be cool so fast that people barely noticed, but I do have my limits too. People says that people like are dangerous, that once I'm mad, I'll explode like volcano. I don't think so, but I'm not in the position to deny it. It might happen oneday.

Next, I have a "friend" that is so close to me,mind that, CLOSE, not BFF. "Friend" and I were really good, but the truth is hurtful that we all always not in the same boat as what people look. I think I'm a person that easily get involved with. Sometimes, I felt that I've being used. Am I too nice too people? Am I too fragile that people could hurt me so easily? I asked myself. Maybe. I don't know. When I'm needed, "friend" will fine me, when I'm not needed, I'm invisible. At first, I'm trying to be optimistic, but rather than I'm hurt, better I take a step backward and try not to get involved.

I think I'm too good and nice to people and people just like to take advantage of me. Maybe I need to be selfish once or all and maybe that could change me oneday.

I know, in this world, life is difficult but c'est la vie as in French they said. (translation = that's life). Hope, oneday, I'll find my happiness. So, what are friends to you?

To my BFF. thanks for being for me all this while. I'll always 'heart' you guys and may our friendship last for eternity till death shall apart us. =)

United Kingdom

2010-05-01T01:19:00.004+08:00

After a long break with exams and all, now I'm finally breathing back into the world of blogging. I thinks it's quite late already to tell the UK experience, but I still want to share it. Well, that was the firsr time I went to the UK, so, my heart really pounding like crazy at the moment when we landed in Heathrow Airport. Well, briefly about the journey which Ayuni and I went there by Emirates from Bangalore to London via Dubai. As we reach Dubai, I was amazed with the airport. It was so huge and big. Transit there just a short time. Then flight to London 1 and half hour later. What I really love about Emirates was, the convenient of the flight and the flight attendance who were kind and really helpful. Homestly, I was hoping that I could catch the double decker Airbus A380-800 to London, but unfortunately the flight were meant for early morning.

When we headed London, Aqeem was already there with Ayuni's friend, Syafinas aka Pinat and Najah as well. I was so excited like no words can describe. HAHA. The first day, since Aqeem and Najah having class, we decided to go tour ourself and we did actually. It was interesting that the fact we can actually survive walking and get along with London so easily with the help of London Map. We managed to cover all the places of interest in 1 day and yet still manage to shop along the Oxford Street halfway. I think the information and the guide were really good and superb. Just that we were quite lost when we wanted to seacrh fro Malaysian Hall.

The second day, we went back to Oxford Street to do some shopping. The Topshop and Topman were huge as hell babe. I was like entering into a heaven! Then I started waving to Ayuni and Pinat, since they have a plane to catch to Paris. I waited for Aqeem and went to Hyde Park. Then had a detour to Harrods and finally headed back to Whitechapel. The following 2 days i rest in the room since my leg was aching like shit. I was a nightmare walking all day without rest.

Friday, we headed to the central London again with Aqeem's friends Nob and Amir Hazizi ( cardiff student) We went to the Hard Rock Cafe and then went to Buckingham Palace. Well, I always wanted to go to Buckingham Palace since Diana's funeral. Then next day Effa arrived and we all hangout together like old times even though there were no Pilin, Buyut, Nizar, Jijah and the others.

The following week, me and Effa went to Nice, France meeting a virtual friend where we met in the net, and finally get to see each other. He's been a nice host back there in Nice. Syafiq Ikhwan. We had great time there enjoying th e breath-taking scenery of the beaches and the sea gull flying high in the sky. We also were fortunate enough that knowing Nice were just nearby to Monaco, a small country in the EU. Monaco is really nice and beautiful with its casino and the port. Interesting fact that we even saw the changing guard ceremony at the Monaco Palace. Small country yet more to offer. They even have luxury boutiques there as well you know.

Then, last few days in UK, mostly i spent time shopping and sightseeing in London. The experience of going to London was really an interesting journey. Thanks a lot to Aqeem for being a good BFF and being a good host. Najah for the nasi lemak and all the new friends like Emi and others from Eire. Thanks a lot to Afiq as well as a good host in France and the tour and your time even though you were quite busy back then. Hopefully can meet you something in September in Malaysia, since you were back for good. =)

exam vs holiday

2010-03-26T02:15:00.003+08:00

Well, it's almost a week now that my exams were over, and now I'm happily having my vacation.
For the past weeks, it's been hard and tough. Staying up all night to read up what's left to read. Sleeping up to only 2 hours a day and sit for the exams to ensure good results. I was studying like it was the final in my 1st year. It was tough though.

As far as i was concern, usually this 1st Internal Assessment should be scored as high as possible, so that the carry marks will be better in the latter days. So, I've did my best and hopefully the marks will be good as well. But, unfortunately for Pharmacology, I found it hard to believe that the question were mostly same like the seniors paper and I definitely have read all that with the prepared answers, but still I couldn't remember what I've read which made me quite frustrated.

After all, I hope that all the subject I passed and happy with it. So, a few days later, I catch a flight to London to have a pleasant vacation which I actually need it. Here, I am blogging in London, a metropolitan city with a friendly citizens and heavens of shopping.

There are lots of places to go and visit and InsyaAllah I'll upload the photos here later.

XOXO

why do exam ever exist?

2010-02-25T20:18:00.002+08:00

Every institution, at the end of a semester or every term, exam will definitely haunt most of all the student in the college. Fortunately, some of them are from the course of study which are much easier compare to other course and if there's fortunate, there must be unfortunate, which have to face a tougher exams. Simple math, Medical compare to Culinary Arts.

Ones said, if you fail during your MBBS course, it's normal, but do we really aim to fail? It's a question mark which there 1 people dare say that there are some people aiming to fail which I totally disagree. Let's not talk about it. medical in India, I would categorized it to be most difficult and challenging because in the 2nd Phase, you have 4 main subjects to cover addition of Community Medicine and 5 clinical subject to be studied in 1 term. A course of one and a half years, divided into 3 term. 3rd term, 4th term and 5th term.

I'm one of the candidate which soon to sit for the exam by end of this 3rd term. 5 main subject,5 clinical subject.

Pathology
Pharmacology
Forensic Medicine
Microbiology
Community Medicine
Obstetric & Gynecology
Surgery
Medicine
Paediatrics
Dermatology

It really looks interesting with all the subject are fancy and being in the hospital, act like a real doctor while learning the most difficult course in the entire world. When it comes to the EXAM part, that's the scariest part of all. Lots of portion to be covered. After all, there are no shortcuts to be a doctor.

Exam will be on 15th-19th March 2010. Really hope I'm ready and please, wish me luck everyone!

Baboosh!

Oh my Dior.

2010-02-11T22:24:00.004+08:00

It's been a long time since I last edit this blog. Any-hoo, it feels good to be back on the track.

It's already February and soon to be March [ the month I've been waiting for since a long time ] which also turn out to be the first Internal Assessment. The topics were already put on the board and I'm completely aware of that.

Well, I need to start the engine and drill myself to be loyal to the book now, since the portion is quite 'amazing' I shall say. 4 subjects to be covered and hopefully I'll get through it perfectly. Meanwhile, there's I also like to share a review of a Malay movie which was in theater back there in Malaysia last November. Pisau Cukur. Ohhh-Emm-gee! It's like super cool even though the set and story like was so stupid, but the humor in it make me laugh as hell okayy!

Can you believe it they even use the word like, 'Oh my Dior, Oh my Gucci' instead of Oh my goodness. And 1 mpre thing, when people ask your ambition [ in Malaysian understanding, it would be what you wanted to be when you grow up] and she answered ' Saya nak kahwin dengan Tan Sri, cikgu.....Kalau tak ada, Datuk pon boleh'. That is hilarious non?

Ok, on the other hand, earlier I've mention that I've been waiting for March like so long before right? It's for the vacation that I've planned. I can't wait for the time to come. Furthermore, instead of 1 country, now it's going to be 2 country.La France, ici je viens !

Oh , I shall wait, and better get my butt on the chair and study now!

XOXO.

Baboosh!

first attempt of business

2010-01-27T19:52:00.002+08:00

HAHA,

This is a rare occasion in my life.

Doing business of Air Soya which I learn from internet.

I sell it with price RS 40 for 700ml.

It's just to test market, if good feedback, we'll see what will happen.

It will be delivered house to house.

There's the picture.

Hope you guys enjoy~

of a cyst and a cut

2010-01-14T15:23:00.004+08:00

As the title above reveals, yesterday, some of my friends and I got a chance to watch a minor operation removal of sebaceous cyst.

Pt who was admitted with c/o small swelling on the left cheek just in front of tragus of ear since 4 years back.

Since 4 years back, the single swelling was small at first and gradually increases in size and doesn't come with c/o pain. The swelling is oval shaped,sized of 2 x 4cm, appears normal skin with a black punctum clearly seen. Swelling is attached to the skin, with well-defined edges, firm in consistency and mobile in all direction and fluctuation appears.

there's no other associate symptom with the swelling.

A small incision was done by BMJH general surgeon, Dr Preeti.

ok, enough of the case history. It was a pleasure that we could see the minor surgery on our friend Solihein Siddiqin. It's quite scary when the doctor inject the xylocaine anesthetic. The incision was made just like what we did during 1st years dissection, just that now we see it is done on human who's alive.

here's some picture. interesting.

I wanna be selfish

2010-01-09T21:31:00.003+08:00

Sometimes in life there's always give and take.

I give, You take. You give, I take.

It's simple, but it seems there are some people just don't get the point of the situation here.

Ok, let's get straight. I want something, at least I should give something back right? So, I've give something that lead me to gain something.

For once, I want to be selfish for myself. I sacrifice something at least.

I suffer for 2 weeks.

I was there when the lecturer cursed.

I was there accepting all the consequences

I was there when get scolded of not attending and kept the broken promise.

Attendance? I do care, I've learnt the lesson that I don't want to pay fucking money to sucks instituition for nothing, because I paid myself. My own money. Even though that suffers me and made me broke. So what did I do for that? I came to class no matter what might come along. Yes, that's how I do to care about my attendance. Don't you dare talk about attendance, if you can't barely make it to class for the whole fucking week. Demmit!

For once, I want this to be about me and some of us too. We sacrifice. Why don't you?

I personally not to meant to anyone particular, but just my thought and i thinks this is the way i can express what i feel inside. For once, don't simply think it's all about you, sometimes you need to think about others too.

XOXO

New Year and more has to come.

2010-01-02T03:11:00.002+08:00

Hello, It's been a while since I last update my blog, well I'm quite lazy lately.

Well, 2009 had been a great year yet still a sad year for me as well as my family,which I'm sure they would feel the same way, because I do.

Recapping what had happened in the past years, being a medical student, tiredness, laziness, happiness and more. Early of January was new in India and still lots to talk bad about India, which I'm sure it won't fit this blog.

May was the time first time I went back to Malaysia since 7 months before. So, i was excited with everything about Malaysia. Then, faced the 2nd Internal Examination during the first year. huh, it was a disaster and tough.

Wind orchestra 2009 was held in June which was cool enough that SDAR won the 1st runner up and the year we [SDAR] rise back from the fall and with the new instructor, well-known Raja Muzafar. How I missed all the moment and will remain in my mind everyday in my life.

Not to forgot June also was the first grief in the family when my grandma paternal side finally blow her final breath on 2nd June 2009. May Allah put her among the Soleh and Solehah.

July was again grief in my family as well as me,even though I was in India, my maternal grandma left all of us forever. She was ill enough and i couldn't see her for the last time, to hug her, to kiss her and to say goodbye to her. She was in the hospital when she passed away. Inalillah. May Allah bless hr and put her among the Soleh and Solehah.

August was the exam month, and sadly I was among who need to sit for the supplementary paper in Biochemistry. It was hurtful and painful to know the fact.

October came back to India with all the no-readiness for the supplementary exam. But, Alhamdulillah I've passed and too bad that some of the plans were behind schedule. I was supposed to buy a new hp, but MSU took the money away from me due the unreasonable reseat paper fee which was RM2k. [sh*t msu]

December, finally went for postings and regular class and need to attend 'top-up' class during the vacation. Managed to get the new hp which i love so much right now and now need to save lots of money for the next vacation which is L**D**.

Now come 2010 with better hopes and future InsyaAllah.

Thanks for everything what had happened in 2009. It shall remain in my memory whatever happen to me weather It's good or bad. Sayonara 2009, Akemashite 2010. Minasan, Omedeto gozaimasu!

it's winter and hols are coming.

2009-12-13T14:42:00.002+08:00

First of all, as u all know that now it's already winter, but there's a weird phenomena happens here in IMS, we call it as BREEDING. I don't know why maybe it's nature. Whatever~

So, usually winter there will definitely have holidays right, but unfortunately as for my batch and lateral entry student, our holiday are canceled. Know why? due to lack of class and need to catch up with the presenting batches, so we need to attend classes and posting as it is alternately with Community Medicine, which mostly people hate.

But, it's ok, at least i can still continue my saving cause i have plans for the next vacation. HEHE.

Till here then, sorry for the late post. I'm a busy person, so lots of my time i spent to do something else.

XOXO

December?

2009-11-20T03:39:00.002+08:00

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Its almost december already and my posting to Mahaveer Jain hospital will be started on the 1st of December 2009 and that's the good news announced by Dr. Pandit. On the other hand, there's also bad news which is there will be NO HOLIDAY for us this fine winter. I other words, our winter break are cancelled due t some circumstances that we need to catch up with the other classes.

In addition, in that hospital also, we are strictly cannot bring any non-veg food even egg, which they all are strict vegan. *sigh*

But, anyways, i'm still happy, but pity some of my friends, some of them already booked their tickets going back to Malaysia and some of them are going to Agra, Goa and many other places. Lucky me that i don't have any plan to go any vacation.

Finally, i'm looking forward for the posting and our clinical classes are also almost finished. Hopefully we also have the opportunity to enter the OT like Sindhi Hospital students. =)

XOXO

Yeay!! Jain here i come!

2009-11-10T00:58:00.002+08:00

Finally, posting will be started in December most probably. Dr.Pandit annouce it just now in class that we all are going to a new hospital Mahaveer Jain Hospital for clinical. Clinical theory classes also had started today with surgery.

It will alternately change for surgery and medicine. This is also due to left out for about 1 month, so there's lots to catch up with the remaining batches. So, make it work.

I'm so looking forward for the clinical posting. =)

wish me luck!

XOXO

tonnes of work.

2009-11-06T22:01:00.002+08:00

Hello,

well, my class has officially started and guess what. it's been almost a month of lecture and work that I've missed. So, now, i'm back in track and lots of work to be done and lots of topic to be read.

There are 5 subject taken but i would say 4 since i don't even know how and what they are teaching in Community Medicine. 17th November will be the first Pathology test on Anemia and 1st of December will be the first Pathology tutorials.

On 19th onwards the posting to hospital will be official. Still don't know where exactly i'm gonna be. Heard that there will be 2 different hopsital from Dr. Sudha which are St. Teresa and Mahaveer Jain Hospital [this is not sure,they said jain,so i assume Mahaveer Jain] .

Ok, the point is, there are tonnes of work to be done. So, better get my lazy butt working or else it's going to be a mess AGAIN later, if you know what i mean.

XOXO

the new phase

2009-10-29T15:15:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah and InsyaAllah by next week the new phase in my life will start.

After the hard work for the supplementary exam and now Alhamdulillah I've passed. So, new chapter of my medical life will begin officially next week.

Honestly,I'm quite jealous with some of my friends who made through the finals and get to go to the hospital for clinical earlier than i do. So, now it's my turn and some of too to go to the hospitals for posting. Bet, 2nd phase will be more exciting yet tough one and half years.

I promise to myself that I'll work hard to succeed in the medical profession. Class had started and there's lots to catch up due to the supplementary delay. I've been to class for 2 days which unofficially and found it quite interesting but somehow very difficult to blend in since I've missed almost 3 weeks and that's not a reason for me to me lazy, instead i have to be hardworking.

To which hospital to be posted, still don't know yet, but definitely i'll be going to St. Teresa i think. That's the choice left. So, I'm so looking forward.

XOXO

Evil's Call

2009-10-24T19:00:00.003+08:00

some of my friends had received evil's call from this instituition due to the payment which they clearly wanted us to pay so badly. Surprisingly, many of us had already made the payment, because we want to know the result, which again, including me!

So, yesterday night, i called my dad asked him weather is there any evil's call and luckily there was not evil's call. So, brilliantly i asked my dad to start maki hamun the one from financial department of M** who made the call and finally humiliate them by telling that i've made the payment. [not that i really want to humiliate them ok, just that i'm mad that there is no explaination for the EXPENSIVE payment.]

What a lucky guess today. M** did called my parents and i'm happy to tell you guys that my dad actually did the part MAKI HAMUN part till the girl on the phone sounded really scared and kelam kabut and she even tell my dad to talk to Mr Tarmizi or something his name and the final part which my dad say it out loud to them that i've made the payment already just to embarrassed them.

See, my plan really worked out and love when my dad told me that the girl on the phone sounded really scared and totally not ready.

Well, a piece of advice to M** [as if they are reading my blog] that's just superficial. I can actually do more and just wait and see what will happen later.

XOXO

Alhamdulillah

2009-10-23T20:29:00.003+08:00

Alhamdulillah and most thanks to Allah for giving me the chance to pass in the supplementary exam and also to all my friends here for the support and doa you guys have put up to all of us who sat for the supplementary examination.

I've heard many of us passed and some of us who left behind. I'm sorry and i wish i could say that how you guys feel, but i don't know how it feels and i'm not going to lie about it. But one thing for sure that i know is, there's always a bless in disguise. It may sounded that i'm selfish, but seriously no. I pray everyday that all of us could passed without left over, but Allah know better than me. Allah, may give us rain,storm and hurricane to hide the fact that Allah actually trying to give us rainbow.

It's hard to swallow the fact, but Allah always a good listener.

Sitting for supplementary exams, makes me wonder how i was when i was in primary school that how strict my parents were. How they taught me with the cane on the table. I'm thankful to have that kind of parents who taught me that way that now i learn a lesson of my life. It's hard to be a better person. i have the opportunity to be a doctor and pursue what i wanted to be and i'm not going to waste it. Thinking of what happen to my mum when she wanted to do law,but money was the problem and she had to let go, while some of her friends gone to oversea. I really hope that 2nd phase will bring me more alertness and teach me to be a better person.

Even though i'm broke due to the payment of unbelieveably expensive-by-not-knowing-what-is-it-for-payment to MSU, i think its worth rather than paying way more money to MSU blindly for the rest of repeating year. [note that,not that i agreed with the amount RM2000 for a paper to reseat,in fact i will ha*** kan the balance of unknown details]

See you in 2nd Phase.

XOXO

Diwali

2009-10-18T02:55:00.004+08:00

Every year, Diwali been celebrated by all the Indians all around the globe and it does include India obviously. Well, it's my experience that i've been here in India or almost a year and 2nd Diwali in India.

What i found it interesting was, celebrating in India,which differ from Malaysia was, here they celebrated Diwali with all the firecrackers and all. What our batch did was, they bought RS4000 (nearly Rm300) of fire crackers just to create the feel of the celebration. It also became more interesting when all the juniors (baby juniors) had the fun together to join us at the rooftop C block for the celebration. Note, that there also some of the baby juniors were my friends too. Happy that they were here as part of IMS. May Azam,Ijat and Meno having fun with all the things in India.

I would say it's happening and abso-fu**ing-lutely cool..hehe =)

Too bad that i didn't have the feeling of bring my little cute camera, but don't worry there's some of the photos my friends snapped. Definitely i'll upload it here.

Baby juniors having fun

firecrackers

And one more, to all the juniors, don't be shy with us. If super junior can mingle around with seniors and super seniors, why not you guys, right? So, let's make Bangalore community as a family!

XOXO

TIME

2009-10-05T00:03:00.003+08:00

This few days back, I've been thinking of what i'm going to do. Study? I really need to, but i really need the guts to do it. Planning a lot of things to buy for India. Time, i wonder why i flew faster than i thought, because I'm going back to India on the Wednesday and you guys know that I'm going back to India with junior. Yeay! ooppss.

Ok, what wonder me more is, how I'm going to miss the 'I AM.....TOUR 2009' by Beyonce, who someone I adore. Don't you? I think it's a lifetime opportunity. HAHA. Last time it was in 2007, if I'm not mistaken, which last minute they have to call off the show and made it in Indonesia instead. And now, it's in Malaisie for God sake and they do it 24th? why 24th? =(

Time also took away my friends away. So sad that i'm going leave my dear friend Nizar. Hope he'll be ok and always pray the good things for him. yeah, time also took Aqeem and Effa away. But, and here's the cool idea of mine came to mind that i wanna meet them!!!!! Gosh, hope it's going to be true. Amin =)

12th Oct, there's an exam need to be reseat. All i have to say is i'm going to try my hardest and knock it on!!! I WILL PASS THE PAPER!!! yeay! cheers!

So, time please, don't fly to fast after this because I wanna utilize my every minute and every time and make me feel better for myself.

XOXO

p/s: I've started missing Effa,Aqeem,Jijah =( and Pilin is coming to town!!

Aqeem

2009-09-26T20:20:00.003+08:00

As usual, when my bestfriend is leaving Malaysia to study abroad, there's always a special post for them. And now this is for Aqeem.

First of all, i shall say i've did the right thing to nurture him to the right path [katenye]. I knew this naughty boy in SDAR in 2005 which is when i'm form 4. Obviously he's new intake in form 4. Still remember how he try really hard to adapt with us [nizar,pilin,mafia,effa,jijah and me]. During ice breaking in the mosque, we've been talking bout him and make jokes about him which he really try to fit in and finally he really fit in with us.

I was in the same class with him in form 5. Aqeem is kind,helpful,bright and smart. He's also a pervert and i-can't-describe-it-here.[some people might understand i shall say]. We share gossips together and talking about people we adore the most and also people we hate the most together and even love the same people together. ooopppss..

Enough of memoirs, and now he's leaving for London for medic and he's bright enough for Queen Mary. Congratulation and hope the bes for. Telling you this is not the end of the world, so good luck and i'll see you in London. As SOMEONE TOLD ME before to KEEP AS MUCH MONEY IN POUNDS so that i can go to London. [as if i don't know UK using Pounds and i can really afford to go to UK you know] HAHA. Anyways, I HEART YOU Aqeem.

XOXO.

7 Oct 2009

2009-09-25T21:50:00.002+08:00

I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE IT THAT JUNIORS WILL BE IN THE SAME FLIGHT AS MINE!!! BTW, CAN I HAVE A FREE RIDE TO APARTMENT!!! PLEASE! I CAN SAVE A LOT OF MONEY IF I WENT BACK WITH COLLEGE BUS!!

Raya/Eid

2009-09-25T21:10:00.004+08:00

Raya/Eid 2009

I shall say for me, it's a bit dull since 2 of my granny just passed away in 2009. So, the emptiness still there. So, we when to visit the grave yard in the morning and recite Yassin. Went back home and sleep. [bad huh?!] Seriously, it's damn tired due to some reasons that i'm insomnia plus it's really hot that day.

In the evening, the whole big family, as in BIG FAMILY went to my uncle house and just an adat, just chit-chatting. With all the ladies [including mummies] talking gossip, while men talking politics and stuff. See, the difference between men and women. Then finally convoy to my house to get ready for my brother's engagement present which need to be done and decorated.

As usual, when all my aunties and cousins doing all the decoration part, it always include a package of gossip and some pervert jokes. [ yeah, that happens in my big family,and it doesn't care where are we.] laugh..laugh..and laugh! LOL.

2nd day of Eid still boring, but still cheerful with all the cousins' around. Blast of laugh everywhere and jokes. Till midnight, we all still laughing like crazy.

3rd day - my brother's engagement day. Happening. we convoyed from Ipoh to Penang with 9 cars. The ceremony was huge and the family were friendly and warm. Done about 2pm. Next, we headed to Ferringhi and Gurney. wanted to lepak at Gurney drive,but unfortunately no parking and yet the parking were far away from Gurney Plaza. Went to Gurney just for a while, you know, window shopping. Before we headed back to Ipoh, had our hi-tea in Kapitan Restaurant for tea and then straight away headed to Ipoh.

That's what happen for my Eid in 3 days. And, suddenly i forgot that Gossip Girl S03E02 had been released, so straight away i download and luckily the internet was ok. One more before i'm off, duit raya, intresting ryte, when i'm older as in 20 years old, the amount is more and i wish my age will be 20 forever so that i'll still receive the money. HEHE. The condition where i will not be receiving duit raya is when i'm no longer a student or in other word when i've started to work. SO, i DON'T wanna work!!!!

and that's it. Raya/Eid.

Happy Eid

2009-09-20T03:08:00.002+08:00

here, I would like to wish all the Muslims all around the world,

HAPPY EID MUBARAK

may this year's Eid, bring us lots of joy and happiness. I would also sincerely seek for forgiveness for all the wrong doings.

It's for u effa II

2009-09-18T03:20:00.003+08:00

Before we went to the airport, we went to Mid Valley to find somthing for Effa, and here's what we got for him. Hope u like it Effa. (=

Wishing you all the best there and do keep in touch!

PS : I know it's cute ryte? =))

It's for u effa

2009-09-15T03:22:00.003+08:00

well, this is a special post i wanna dedicate to my dear friend who are leaving for Newcastle tomorrow night. His name is Azree Amrun but we used to call him Effa. It's been very long time being with you as friend. A bestfriend in fact.

And tomorrow you are leaving and we all gonna really missed you. You've been a very supportive, friendly, caring, patient, helpful, kind and many other words that's can describe who you really are.

You'll not going to be around with us anymore ho hang out together, sleepover, mid night movies, staying up with juniors, guys night out, merdeka countdown. But, you know something, we might be able to meet up actually. So, don't worry too much and since Aqeem is going to London, so i guess, for me, he's the centre place to met up maybe. [better take note,ok, Telo] And i choose London is not because of you-know-what, if you know what i mean.

I writing this because i'll have no time, since planned have been made for this few week. So, have fun there and we'll catch up later and do send me your phone number once you reached there. Bon Voyage and bestfriends for eternity.

p/s: still meeting you tomorrow ok. don't worry i'll be there.

The Ugly Truth

2009-09-15T02:55:00.002+08:00

Oh-Mee-God,

i've just watched The Ugly Truth.

at first i felt it was boring and cliche romantic love story, but hell no.

it's not cliche at least. it a romantic comedy in its own way of expressing it.

the story line is superb and the actors and actress were excellent.

I was suggested by Iqbal, but i refuse to watch it actually, but see what happen. Still watching and loving it.

So, people out there, go kick some ass! Happy Watching!

Coward

2009-09-13T01:53:00.002+08:00

have you ever heard the word coward?

well, it seems to me that that kind of people is afraid of truth and their self.

i know a person who is coward. this person doesn't have guts to tell truth and blame other on what he did. He'd hiding inside people's profile and using others profile.

He is to me very coward and just to embarassed to say to the world who he really is. I hate this guy and really hate himself. He, who don't want to admit who he is and how he's been doing.

He didn't realized that i'm t the only one who hated him, but there's more out there who hate him more than i do. He's just like a virus to other people. But, hell yeah there's some people who adores him, but definitely not me. The people who let him use their profiles and id(s).

Uweks...I hate this guy!

so let have a guess? who is it?

2009-09-12T00:40:00.003+08:00

going back

finishing up the foods

at Madam Kwan's

PappaRich Bandar Sri Permaisuri

in front of deco KLCC

import from Russia.

waiting for the elevator.

with the teachers.

Malaysia Holiday

2009-09-12T00:05:00.002+08:00

it's been a while since my last post.

well, there's plenty of reasons why there's no update. I've been busy with exams, and getting results, puasa, and packing thing to bring back home. So, here i am writhin gon this blog.

I wanna share what i've been doing since a week in Malaysia. Well, i arrived in KLIA on Wednesday morning and straight away went back to Perak. I shall say fasting in Perak this time rather boring since i've grown up i guess. Well, not much of excitement,except the fact that i'm home for eid this year. Not much of bazaar Ramadhan and all.

This week, i had a little blast and satisfying week i would say. I went to KL to sent off my friend, Izzat Shufphi to Czech Republic to persuit medic there. Many of us there actually and it's like a mini reunion. I went to KLIA with Nizar, Effa, Telo, Azam. There, we met Mentol, Junko, Amir, EE, Toche, and several other guys. (sorry i'm tired to type all the names).

Then, we straight away headed to Seremban for the next day plan which is SDAR. We when there since many among us are going to fly soon, so we wanna pay our last visit to the alma mater. [not me,actually]. Arrive there quite late and we also had our mid nite sahur in Taipan Senawang + 7eleven for snacks. Arrive SDAR around 1am and yet still i had a chance to meet up with Akram. hehe =)

Tuesday, meet with the teachers and all staff and we dismiss that nite. I went back withNizar to Rembau and continue our plans with our senoir next day. Kotok, just arrived from Paris and we meet up and hang out that nite to KLCC for breaking fast, but unfortunately we didnt manage to arrive there on time, so we booked for 8.45pm. Kotok actually craving for Malay food, so we ate at Madam Kwan's. Food was superb and lepak2 there till 11pm something. Chit chating and all.

Headed back to Cengal Apartment, but before that we stick around PappaRich for coffea and talks. It's been a long time we havent done that since i fly to India, plus Jenglotte were also there. He's back for good now and yet still not working. Continue chatting at home till everybody fell asleep.

The Next day, Kotok cook for us and had a great day. Sahur and all were all fun. Except that i'm home by friday. Actually, the plan was wanna catch up 1pm train, but unfortunately i slept late because of Project Runway. So, Kotok drop us at KL Sentral by 3pm and i leave KL at 6pm. When to Bukit Bintang in rush to get something for myself, but what i'm looking for wasn't there and wanted to drop by to Pavilion,but it's raining. So, take a monorail to KL Sentral back and getting ready to go back.

next week will be another adventure. Wanna send Effa off to Newcastle. We'll meet up one time in London maybe! And as usual, next post will be the photos~

Final

2009-08-15T01:38:00.004+08:00

Salam,

It's been a while i didn't update my blog and there's only 1 reason for that, its the EXAM fever came thru my life since last 2 weeks. Well, last 2 week was the study leave and i decided not to update nor interneting, but today i've finished half of the final examination and i loosen up a bit so that i can have some time to update.

It was unbelievable that i'm almost done first year MBBS in Incredible India. Well, there;s lots to cover within that 2 weeks and i used it wisefully so that i will not regret in the end. Alhamdulillah, now 2 papers were already done which is Anatomy I & II and Physiology I & II. it's not expected that anatomy question would be quite tough and physiology not far from that.

There's so many things that should be credited this whole 1st year and believe it or not, i'm going home soon. Many thing had been taught in IMS this year and really appreciate it and hopefully it will not deplete from my frontal cortex and my Papez circuit will work functionally. There's 1 more paper left next week and break for a week and finally the practical examination. Then, free and really want to go home.

1 thing that i pray hard to Allah everyday is, i hope i wouldn't repeat year and really don't want that to happen. May i pass this Phase I MBBS Professional Examination and pray for my best ok. Ameen! and there's also 1 more thing. Swine flu. Gosh, i'm scared to go back to Malaysia because of this.

I have 1 friend back there in Malaysia who were infected and to bad that she passed away because of pneumonia and heart failure in her sleep.Maybe Allah love her most and know better for her. My deep condolences to her family and may her rest in peace. May Allah put late Zahidatul Syazana Zamri among the soleh and solehah. Ameen.

this here then, pen's off!

2nd June and 20th July

2009-07-20T14:08:00.005+08:00

my Tok Mak

my Tok

Last month i was shocked by the news, my Tok Mak passed away and now,on 20th July, my beloved Tok just passed away and i'm here in India staying alone and couldn't have the chance to kiss her, to hug her, to look at her, to take care of her, to accompany her in the hospital, to held her for the last time.

This year wouldn't be the same as last year.

Last year I celebrated my raya with both of my grandma alive, but this year i won't be the same.

Both of my grandma already gone to meet Allah ,The most Gracious.

Everyday i sat and pray that may Allah give her the strenght to stay a bit longer until i could see her for the last time, but Allah loves her more. My mum is worried that i may not concerntrate of my exam by the new and planning to keep it until my exams are over. Luckily today and tomorrow i don't have exam and i got the news from my brother.

Tok, even though i couldn't have the chance to take care of you, i couldn't hug you, i couldn't kiss yuo, i couldn't stay with you in the hospital, i couldn't see you for the final time, but deep in my heart i always love and going to miss you alot Tok. May Allah put Tok and Tok Mak among the Soleh and Solelah.

Ameen.

busy week?

2009-07-10T23:10:00.002+08:00

it's been a while that i'm not updated thru this blog, but will be soon!

As far as i'm concern my exam is just around the corner and i'm not a big fan of exam but what to do, i have to face it.

The time is short enough that lots of chapters to be covered!

C'est la vie! Viva Examination!

Good Luck to all Phase I student for the 3rd Internal Examination.

IMS Sports Carnival

2009-06-28T01:34:00.004+08:00

Well, its the IMS Sports Carnival. I didn't expect that taking this course will also include sports day like high scholl, but, anyways it's still fun. It is held 3 days in a row and it was started last night with few sports. Ironically, its not just olympic games were played, but also some traditional games as well as fun games.

Tomorrow will be the peak of the event where it will be held in HMT Jalahali Sports Complex, which i also don't really know where is it, but one thing i'm sure of is, tomorrow will be so much fun with lots of activities and there will be food fest as well.

Anyways, as for me, i think it would be much hectic. I'm the AJK for 'sukaneka' which have to brief to the participants. Gosh, i hope i'll have the gut to speak tomorrow. As for today, there's been a lot happening at the court. I would say, its the immature-ness part of some people. I don't really know how it happened but what i knew was, it's the jaw that dislocate. For me, as we all growing up older, we should have a mature thinking and emotion as well. In fact, we all are here to be a future doctor, but if this immature action that actually did happened today was not supposed to happen.

I mean, come on guys, you guys are big enough to know and differentiate which one is good and which one is bad. That a simple thing that should bare in mind. Who else could have such childish-minded to go and kick someone to someones jaw due to frustration and emotionally unstable? Maybe, we never realize that and we actually don't really have the intention to do so, but always remember, even so how mad and unstable we are, think of Allah, if not, this kind of thing would happen.

So, let yesterday be a lesson and make today a better day. Today is our IMS Sports Carnival and let's have some fun people!

Lost with pride

2009-06-23T19:22:00.005+08:00

Recently, SDAR Symphonic Band won the 1st runner up in the Festival Wind Orchestra SBP & Cluster School 2009, yet the boys weren't happy not that they not thankful, but sad because they really work hard and wanted to win so badly. I cried that we lost to TKC (Tunku Kurshiah College)with the repertoire ' Disney Festival'.

In the competition, SDAR Symphonic Band played a repertoire by Franco Cesarini, 'Bulgarian Dances Op. 35'. I would say the 'Bulgarian Dances' is harder than Disney Festival with the time signature of 7/8, 5/11, but the luck wasn't SDAR's. On top of that, Syahmi Izzat,who was expected to be the best conductor also lost to TKC's conductor, Hamizah.

fivers

I was touched that, when i read my sensei's blog about how sad was the fivers, tears drop down my cheek. How sincere the fivers are. They really wanted to win to let the juniors feel the feeling of a winner. To fulfil the dream of the exboy whose been waiting to win the trophy so badly years after years. How they really wanted to win to make he school proud of them and be visible to eyes of the school admin and wanted to be respected in school.

before the show starts

All i can say to the juniors, if you guys are reading this, be strong. We can prove that SDAR Symphonic Band will win the trophy once upon a time. I promise that you guys will do your best and keep up he good work so that we will be the winner next year. Once we fail, we will keep on trying and that's what SDARians do. This is just the beginning of your journey and to all fivers, work hard in your academic as well and don't forget to come to SDAR once you are exboy.

during the performance

Special thanks to all exboy who came to give the morale support and helped direc

tly or indirectly in term of funds, time consumption and energy in order to give the full support to the band. Hopefully, in the upcoming years, there will be more supporter from exboy and we can establish our exboy band to help them.

on the stage

Last but not least, to our beloved instructor, Raja Muzafar (Abg Raja) for the hard work of teaching the SDAR Symphonic Band and make them in the track again after a drastic defeat last year. You are the hero for the band and all the hard work you've done, there's nothing worth to compare with. You energy, time and money and all whatever you did for the band, we really appreciate it and you'll be the instructor forever. I won't let you go whatever it is, because Kotok and i work really hard to make you teach SDAR.

faris danial playing Chimes

what a week i had.

2009-06-13T06:01:00.002+08:00

wow, last week, i told my friend to check their facebook on saturday,go out on sunday and they'll know on monday. But, too bad that on Sunday night, they did gave me a surprise. I nearly made a cake on my head due to eggs and flour they throw to me.

Well, last Monday was my birthday and it was the first time my birthday with eggs and flour. For the rest of my life even in SDAR, everytime it was my birthday, it was school holiday and my friend don't even have time to surprise like what i had this year.

Even last year, when i was in Shah Alam, my birthday, they were not there, but this year was different and i finally had a joy of eggs and flour. I don't really expected that it could happen because Afiq (Jehan) came to my house and asking for Biochem Record book and i was like, "what the hell with this guy...Amek je la kt rak tu.." But, due to my high sense of bad things, i knew that he wanna break an egg on my head because it was my birthday. I straight away ran away outside as if he's alone, once i reach outside, there were lots of people holding me back from running away. And "pekkkk" there, few of eggs hit my body and flour as well. I screamed as loud as i could like a crazy ass. HAHA.

After all, i finally felt the feeling how to be thrown eggs on my body. It was like hell, but still there's sill people remember my birthday and that's where the part i'm touched.

Anyways, thanks to all of the people that wishes me even though some of them was late, but still, they even wish right? Thanks a lot for making my birthday a happy moment and don't forget to bring presentS next time ok!

A special thanks to my housemates that they even made delicious foods and superb cheese cake that was definitely thoughtful. Thanks a lot.

*hugs and kisses*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY

2009-06-12T05:48:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to My Dad

it's 12th June.

and also Happy Father's Day~

Few photo of my new house.

2009-06-11T19:40:00.001+08:00

al-fatihah

2009-06-05T13:47:00.002+08:00

last tuesday,
when i was in the lab,
i received a phone call from my brother telling me that my Tok Mak had return to meet Allah.
i was in shock and i couldn't control more and straight away i cried.
Luckily i was able to meet arwah before she's gone.
looking back at the photo reminds me of everything that she'd done to me.
i'm sad that she's gone and i was not there to kiss her for the last time.
May her body rest in peace and placed among the soleh and solehah.
al-fatihah.

hectic week.

2009-06-04T15:49:00.002+08:00

oh dear.
Just came back from Malaysia, and i thought it would be great, but it's actually tiring.
Move out from old place to a new place would be very tiring. Now, my housemate and i will be going out places to find electrical appliances for our new house and it cost alot of money anyways.
A night when we arrive the new house it was like a ship rack. The next day we clean it up and tidy it up till it looks superb.

Now,there's just minor thing to be done at home and next week i can concentrate on study and other thing. HEHE =) Pictures of new house will be out when the house is done.

Hols is finally over.

2009-05-31T02:00:00.002+08:00

Ohh-Emm-Gee.

the holidays are finally over.

I hate going back to India.

I hate to face auto drivers.

I hate to eat indian food.

I hate to wake up early for class.

hurm.

Last Week

2009-05-28T01:48:00.002+08:00

i was in SDAR for a few days to pay a visit for the band juniors. Well, of course i'm excited. After a great thursday and friday i had and a sleepover at Kotok's. On saturday, i arrived in SDAR and too bad that i didn't have the chance to meet all the teachers because they were busy with Shabery Cheek was coming and all. Went out with Hazwan,Iqbal,Daniel and Baloo to Jusco for movie. Came back to SDAR and watched the juniors practise.

Ouh G, you know what, i actually love when they were practising. They played several repertoire such as Ocean Ridge Rhapsody, Golden Festival Overture, Rangkaian Lagu Melayu and Bulgarian Dances even though some of it they plyed just for tuning. That's all reminds me about 2006. TKC played Ocean Ridge Rhapsody that year. They've improved a lots and really hope they can make it this year.

Meeting with adeks. Ouh sweet. At least they still remember me and so do i. Having a tiny conversation about they life in SDAR, what's up being seniors and all. I've been missing them like a year and Faiq grow taller that me now. Izzat being a dedicated prefect.

Nights with Muiz,Ma'min, Payat, Azrul, Adli, Muaz, Akram and all banders was a happy moment. Too bad that Raja wasn;t there, if he were there,it must be a lot of fun together like Percutian Kak Zah. Hopefully before i fly back to India, i would be able to catch up with Raja. Been missing him like ages.

Hopefully i'll be able to meet them again after this.

Is that brain?

2009-05-27T17:16:00.004+08:00

ok, this is so boring, so i post an entry about a brain.

I have a brain. Do you?

I know lots of people (except for medical student,of course) don't really have the guts touch a brain and touch it with bare hands. Learning medicine is interesting with that actually. Telling people that i touch the cadaver with my bare hand and people will react..

"eeuww."

"mcm mane makan,x geli ke?"

"beraninye awak."

ok, here's he anwsers for all the reactions.

1. Duh..compare a cadaver and sh*t, which one grost?

2. Wih my hand and of corse i washed it for God sake.

3. And yes,i have to be brave anyways,ryte?

What is it feels to have a brain in your hand?

It's wow, and wow. You actually can touch the gyri and sulci on it. Covered by the meningeal layer. See the arteries and veins. Saggital section, you'll see ventricles, and many other tiny things.

Inferior veiw of brain

the temporal lobe and Slyvian sulcus

corpus callosum

brain covered by meninges.

removing the brain.

So,do you have the guts now?

May Happy Returns 2

2009-05-26T14:32:00.002+08:00

Today,t's already tuesday which means my vacation left about a few days..31st of May i'll be back to India and have to study really hard to face the 3rd Internal Exam.

I felt that i don't have enough rest and vacation. I wanted to have longer vacation so that i can spend my time with family and friends more. Last week, i went to KL and Seremban to visit my friend and a short tour to SDAR,my alma mater. How i wish i could turn back time. I miss all the reminiscent of SDAR that i've felt before.

I meet my junior who are now grow older and even taller than me. The classes were beautiful and clean. The band were improving a lot. Faiq and Izzat were different. Izzat who are passion in archery now have stop playing it due to focus in study since he's now form 5. As for Faiq, he's a prefect and most probably will be the Head Boy next year,InsyaAllah.

The Teachers too, there are many of the teachers i rarely know,because most of them are new teachers. Mr Yazid now is the Head of Department of Maths and Science. Sensei Mariana is the Library Co-ordinator. Madam Zainah now teaching what she's expert about,accountacy.

SDAR now are lots different and wish that difference will bring many happy returns to SDAR in term of academic and co-curricular.

a week in malaysia

2009-05-22T04:20:00.002+08:00

ok,there's another 1 week to go and now i'm in KL for shopping and meeting some friends..ouh,time fly faster than i thought. Anyways, today Iqbal's mum made a homemade nasi lemak which was sooooo delicious,seriuosly,no doubt.

We watched a midnite movie Angel & Demon at Pavillion. Thanks to Kotok who was the mastermind behind this.

Kotok ------> "uols,nk tgk midnite movie x? Angel & Demon?"

Nizar ------> "Voley je...book for 4 of us!"

It was superb and seriously it's a must to watch. I rated it 5 star. The movie ended at 2.56am something if not mistaken. Then Kotok dragged us to a mamak for a late supper and the crap talks begins. From the movie review to some old time memoirs. It was awesome tonight.

Tomorrow is another day and next venue will be at Kotok's place. Planning to go uptown for dinner,but we'll see. As for me and Iqbal, i'll accompany him to renew his simcard then we'll headed to Midvalley maybe. Or we'll be at Low Yat for and interesting stuff.

Ouh,it feels good to be in Malaysia and how i wish what's here to be in Bangalore. Looking forward for the day after tomorrow and next week as Small Reunion of SDARA TT 0206.

hehe =)

*hails to holidays*

Home Sweet Home

2009-05-18T21:30:00.003+08:00

Ahh...

Finally i'm breathing Malaysia's air which is not so good but at least better than in India..

Alhamdulillah having a save landing on 16th May 2009 and i'm feeling good about it.

Activities

1. Malaysian Food Fest

2. Road Tour to Seremban and KL

3. Book Fest. (Head and Neck etc.)

4. Sleep in the Air Condition which i miss alot.

5. Shopping Spree

Let's have fun people and be ready with excess baggage ok~

heheheh =)

Everyday is a Mother's Day 2

2009-05-08T14:26:00.003+08:00

this article i borrowed it from one auntie thru her blog. I post because i think this article touches my heart. First week of May is the Mother's Day..but i shall put everyday is a Mother's Day. I f you read this mum, i want you to know that my love for you is eternally and i know sometime i take you as granted and i'm sorry for that. happy Mother's Day Mum!

Orang kata aku lahir dari perut mak

bukan org kata...memang betul

Bila dahaga, yang susukan aku....mak

Bila lapar, yang suapkan aku....mak

Bila keseorangan, yang sentiasa di sampingku.. ..mak

Kata mak, perkataan pertama yang aku sebut....Mak

Bila bangun tidur, aku cari....mak

Bila nangis, orang pertama yang datang ....mak

Bila nak bermanja, aku dekati....mak

Bila nak bergesel, aku duduk sebelah....mak

Bila sedih, yang boleh memujukku hanya....mak

Bila nakal, yang memarahi aku....mak

Bila merajuk, yang memujukku cuma...mak

Bila melakukan kesalahan, yang paling cepat marah....mak

Bila takut, yang tenangkan aku....mak

Bila nak peluk, yang aku suka peluk....mak

Aku selalu teringatkan ....mak

Bila sedih, aku mesti talipon....mak

Bila seronok, orang pertama aku nak beritahu.....mak

Bila bengang.. aku suka luah pada..mak

Bila takut, aku selalu panggil... mmaaakkkk!

Bila sakit, orang paling risau adalah....mak

Bila nak exam, orang paling sibuk juga....mak

Bila buat hal, yang marah aku dulu....mak

Bila ada masalah, yang paling risau....mak

Yang masih peluk dan cium aku sampai hari ni..mak

Yang selalu masak makanan kegemaranku....mak

kalau balik ke kampung, yang selalu bekalkan ulam & laukpauk.....mak

Yang selalu simpan dan kemaskan barang-barang aku....mak

Yang selalu berleter kat aku...mak

Yang selalu puji aku....mak

Yang selalu nasihat aku....mak

Bila nak kahwin..Orang pertama aku tunjuk dan rujuk.....mak

Aku ada pasangan hidup sendiri....

Bila seronok, aku cari.......pasanganku

Bila sedih, aku cari......mak

Bila berjaya, aku ceritakan pada....pasanganku

Bila gagal, aku ceritakan pada....mak

Bila bahagia, aku peluk erat....pasanganku

Bila berduka, aku peluk erat....emakku

Bila nak bercuti, aku bawa....pasanganku

Bila sibuk, aku hantar anak ke rumah.....mak

Bila sambut valentine... Aku bagi hadiah pada pasanganku

Bila sambut hari ibu...aku cuma dapat ucapkan "Selamat Hari Ibu"

Selalu.. aku ingat pasanganku

Selalu.. mak ingat kat aku

Bila-bila... aku akan talipon pasanganku

Entah bila... aku nak talipon mak

Selalu....aku belikan hadiah untuk pasanganku

Entah bila... aku nak belikan hadiah untuk emak

Renungkan:Kalau kau sudah habis belajar dan berkerja...bolehkah kau kirim wang untuk mak?mak bukan nak banyak... lima puluh ringgit sebulan pun cukuplah"...Berderai air mata jika kita mendengarnya........Tapi kalau mak sudah tiada.....MAKKKKK...RINDU MAK..... RINDU SANGAT....

Berapa ramai yang sanggup menyuapkan ibunya....

berapa ramai yang sanggup mencuci muntah ibunya.....

berapa ramai yang sanggup mengantikan lampin ibunya......

berapa ramai yang sanggup membersihkan najis ibunya.......

berapa ramai yang sanggup membuang ulat dan membersihkan luka kudis ibunya....

berapa ramai yang sanggup berhenti kerja untuk menjaga ibunya.....dan akhir sekali berapa ramai yang sembahyang JENAZAH ibunya......

Everyday is a Mother's Day

2009-05-03T03:32:00.003+08:00

Everyday is a Mother's Day.

I opened a link thru my teacher's blog, and it's about a boy named Fikri jaafar who lost his Mum and a sister in a car accident near LRT Jelatek last 2nd of May. This news touches my heart and made me realized that i always put my mum on granted. When i have chance to be with my mum i never realized that. Not that i don't love my mum, but, it's how i treated her. Now, i would say Alhamdulillah that i still have a mum and i love her so much. I love my family and i would die to protect my family. Here's a video i received a link from my friend thru facebook and i would like to dedicate this to my beloved mum and all mom all over the world. I LOVE YOU MUM.

WTH or WTF?

2009-04-29T21:28:00.002+08:00

WTH or WTF?

choose...

Sometimes we cannot please every poeple like many use to say. I do, sometime used to please a lot of people and in the end what do i get? i'm not pleased. There's a fact that i like to share about myself, i freaking hate liars. It's my nature and i like it that way. I bet lots of people hate liars right? So do me and i don't think it is a so-called-diva-attitude. I also do believe that sometimes, SOMETIMES, i do have diva-attitude and it happens when it comes to the certain people. Not all, but whoever happened to be the victim of it, i'm sorry cause it's hard to change that and it's my nature and i learn it from the best. (thanks to Kotok and Raja for that!)

People talk back about me? I don't even bother. So what? I can't just go near them and shut their mouth. BUT, if they tell lies and i heard it, OMFG. You are wrong. You're messing up with me actually. If people talk something which is not true about you, of course you guys will be abso-fucking-lutely mad right? I have my limitation, but when its lies spreading about me?! It's personal ok! Like someone ask other people about yourself. It's personal and you just don't have the rights to ask other people about someone else. Likewise spreading something lies, and that what exactly 'someone' did to me! Btw, 'someone', who could believe you more? People knew you and they did they maths on you. So, i don't have to worry after what you did, people might not believe you except some of your so-called-closed friends.

It may sounds like i'm a 'queen' or something, cause only people try to please me, but hey, i do pleased people too! But, maybe the fact that i'm at least behaved better that you that it looks like i'm the one dominant. Sorry for that too, i can't help it! History tells everything. Learn from the history and hold back all your grudge 'someone' cause it might affect you back someday!

Keep your friend close but keep your enemy closer! Ok, i'm gone to far already. That's all folk. Watch out for 'someone' people, it might haunt you one day!

student : alumni

2009-04-20T00:05:00.003+08:00

I was in school last 3 years and sometime now, i felt i want to go back to school. I studied in Sekolah Dato' Abdul Razak, Seremban (SDAR). During my school life, my life wasn't too hell and wasn't to heaven. I'm a very average student who broke few school rules and mostly obey to the rule, at least i try. When i was in school, from year to year i waited and monologued myself, when i'm going end this school, i really wish i could get out of the school as soon as possible. But, when i'm no longer a student in SDAR, i really miss those time in SDAR and my life as school student. Sometimes, when we were at school, we never appreciate those precious time in school where we do lots of thing that we really love and having perfect teachers to teach us and condusive accomodation to study.

Memories in SDAR with my friends were most precious moment in my schooling phase. To be honest, i really miss that. Now, after 3 year being apart from school and my Zerodeuxsixs, i kinda missed them. I still remember during 12 January 2002 when we all registered in SDAR with the total of 153 and the number decreases from month to month until the end of 2004 only 137 were survived. A huge number we lost but i still missed them the 'huge number'. I still know them and contacted them. 2005 was the new book in SDAR cause we were senior as in form 4, plus knowing SDAR's seniority was almost gone. We got new members of Zerodeuxsix which supposedly 16 were registered but only 8 and that number only few were survived. We were

happy but unfortunately bad things happened and we lost 4 precious member of Zerodeuxsix. Kepong Amirul, Bachok and one more i can't remember (sorry for that). 2006 was the final year and we were really struggling to help each other and due to the love of each other to prove that we were not the batch that spoiled SDAR as administration's point of view. Admin see us with negative impression that our batch were bad enough to be in SDAR and we prove them wrong. We were strong enough to be among the top.

Victories of Zerodeuxsix that i'm proud of were, we were the Top School in PMR 2004. We, at least maintained the result of SPM not to have lots of failure even though we have but the person wasn't really in the school after all. We at least give a mark in the teachers' heart so that they'll felt loved and be cared off. We make perfect bondings with hte teachers, staff and all the population of SDAR. I dare to tell you that i know that most of the teachers missed those time when we were there. Still remeber the tulip for the teachers day, even though Malaysia has no tulip, but we did that for the teachers. Red and black themed Teachers' Day 2006. If that affect the teachers, it surely affect the student as well especially Zerodeuxsix who were in the final year in SDAR that time.

Now, i'm and EX-STUDENT of SDAR and i'm willing to help anything i could do to be at least part of the school. To helpt the teachers once were taugh

t us and without them i'm not going to be who i am now. So do others. Thanks to the teachers and let's together as alumni,we preserve the perfection of SDAR.

Regards,

Kozac

0206

Zerodeuxsix.

Congratulation to SDAR Wind and Thanks to Kak Lin

2009-04-19T02:23:00.005+08:00

I'm

joyful

happy

contented

feel good

satisfied

relieved

for my junior for making thru the preliminary round and made it to the final..Congratulation and I'm happy for you guys....

as for Kak Lin.

thnaks for buying those which makes me really happy

and also for the lunch with those Aunties and Kak Awin..

Seriously it's my luck today that i had a free lunch at Kak Lin's House..

thanks again to Kak Lin,Kak Awin and that friendly and kind Aunties...

A Tribute to SDAR Symphonic Wind

2009-04-16T00:42:00.002+08:00

Festival Wind Orchestra is just around the corner and this year i'm not in Malaysia to join them like previous year. This is sad for be since my batchmates are available to be there for them. So do the juniors will be there too.

I'm here just have to pray hard for them and wishing them good luck. May the happy returns to SDAR. SDAR Wind Orchestra was once among the best SBP Wind Orchestra teams. LAst year was a bad year that SDAR wasn't in the top 5 finalists, but i believe this year under instruction of Raja Muzafar and helped by Alumnis and teachers, SDAR Wind Orchestra will be among the top school back and they'll make it thru the final.

This year they are new and fresh players and played 2 repertoire by Franco Cesarini and Suhaimi Yaacub. I believe the combination of this 2 pieces can bring them strength and build up there confident to go through it. Provided that many Alumnis will be joining them giving the morale support to them and hoping the best for them.

This year was different from previous year because this year, Kotok 98'2 managed to gather as many alumni as he could to join them helping out the band to makesure our victory will be back and tremendous achievement will be brought back to SDAR. I wish them all the best and i'll pray hard for them to be in the final and managed to get place later on. May Allah bless SDAR Symphonic Band.

All the best and good luck to all of SC.

Comme je m'inquiète ?

2009-04-15T09:05:00.002+08:00

Je ne comprends pas pourquoi les gens aiment trouver des problèmes avec moi. Est-ce que je suis trop aimable avec eux de sorte qu'ils puissent rattraper comme je suis leurs animaux familiers foutus ? Numéro. Juste ainsi vous connaissez des personnes, je suis le type le plus tolérant jamais mais parfois je peux être le plus mauvais. Ainsi n'essayez pas jamais de salir avec moi la cause que je rendrai votre vie foutue malheureuse beaucoup. Vous n'allez pas toujours simplement dire des mensonges comme si je t'ai donné une source de vous pas vraiment invité ou ce qui tellement jamais. Je déteste les personnes qui réellement utilisant mon nom et elle tournent vers le haut, non vraies. Vous savez quel ' bitch' , vous êtes juste mon cent 50 et ne m'affectez pas du tout. Ayez besoin toujours de l'aide de moi organiser un fichu déjeuner dans l'intéret de Dieu. Vous n'avez pas au moins une peu de dignité et n'osez pas venu à moi et ne demandez pas mon aide après ce que vous avez fait. C'est une honte sur vous et je ne me sens pas comme aider plus. Je ne dirais pas que désolé pour cela quoique je vous aie dit que j'aiderai avant que mais je change d'avis maintenant. cassez-vous ainsi.

私が気遣うようにか。

私は人々が私との問題をなぜ見つけるのを好むか理解しない。私がとてもペットであるようにそれらができるように私は追い抜くにはそれらに余りにも親切であるか。 NO. ちょうどそう人々を知っている、私は最も耐久性がある人であるしかし時々私は最も悪くていい。従って私と私があなたのとても生命を悲惨に非常にさせる原因を台なしにすることを試みてはいけない。私が実際に誘われなかったあなたの源を与えたまたは何そうようにうそを言うことを単に行かない。私は実際に私の名前およびそれを使用して出て来る本当人々を、憎む。どんな'か知っている; bitch' 、ちょうど私の50セント、私に全然影響を与えない。まだ私からの助けが神の為のためのいまいましい昼食を組織することを必要としなさい。求めないためにしたことをの後で少なくとも少し威厳を持たないし、私に来られて敢えてしないし、ためにそして私の助けを。それはあなたの恥であり、私はもう助けようという気がしない。私は私が私が私の心を今変えるが、前に私が助ける言ったのにそれことをのために残念ことを言わない。そう出ていきなさい。

Trend?

2009-04-10T01:19:00.004+08:00

i don't understand why.....

ok it's not about trend in IMS but the whole world, maybe.

u see...people lately into SLR cameras and whatever goes with it and the most common photo they took is

this,

and this,

and this again.

weirdo~

i wonder why they do this.

P/S: Sorry to use your photo Tengku Abul,Luqman Hakim and Cempaka. But u guys are the best example.

Who's Pinocchio?

2009-04-05T00:41:00.003+08:00

HAHA. Interesting.

People must be talking bout this blog lately ryte?

Why don't we all STOP TALKING about it, plus what he/she wrote wasn't pleasant at all, i guess. So, let's IGNORE IT.

Ok fine, i think what the person wrote, some of it make sense, but doesn't have to be that way. At least be a bit polite instead of being sarcastic, which most of us here hate it. I hate sarcasm, sorry but what can i do, it's nature.

The more we talk, the more he/she wrote. And i think people who did this must badly want to be famous of people talking bout this. He/She must be happy when this blog is being exposed and being a topic of a day. I bet Monday's dissection hall will be no ABSENTEEs as people grasping to know who is PINOCCHIO. Welcome Monday!

So, why don't we stop talking and pretend like he/she is nobody and just wait and see he/she reveal him/her self afterhe/she gets tired and boring when people is not talking about the blog anymore. SSSHHHHH................................

P/S: I'm not afraid to be the subject in his blog because i don't give a damn. But, doesn't mean i don't read. Just wait and see..

Rs 30 or Rs 15

2009-04-02T20:11:00.005+08:00

today

2nd April 2009.

As usual in the morning i'll go to college by auto with my housemate.

so do when we return but not everyday we went back home by auto and they usually charge us about Rs 30 or a lil' cheaper Rs 20 and if there's a "stupid" auto driver they'll use meter. If using metre, starting was Rs14 and the metre hardly increase, if it's increase, the increment will be ONLY Rs 1 or Rs 2. So the total will be Rs 15/Rs 16.

Rs 30 > Rs 20 > Rs 15

I repeat that, i always use the auto with my housemate, but sometime when i ride it alone also they'll charge me with that price. Rs 30 charge, riding alone actually kinda expensive. but surprisingly today, i got it for Rs 15. Alone and i'm actually proud of it because i don't exactly know why. The truth is, i'm kinda envy with seniors leaving in Divya cause they always get low prices compared to us (me) who always got high prices as in that ranges above.

High prices actually make me hate auto drives actually. HEHE. It's true. I still remember the first day when we use the auto to college, they charge us Rs 50 for God sake. It's Rs 50 people. FYI, Rs 50 can bring us to CS or MG Rd instead of just college. Conclusion is, I HATE AUTO but unfortunately if there's no auto how i'm supposed to go to college. =(

Auto oh Auto..............

Alhamdulillah

2009-04-02T19:40:00.003+08:00

This short yet meaningful (hopefully) post i would like to tribute it to my dear friend who just recovered from a 'disease'. Her name is Nur Hanisah Bt Mohd Kani. She was supposed to be here with us in Bangalore but due to her health condotion her parents decides to keep her at home so that she will fully recover. Now, she's fine but her mother thinks that it's the best for her not to be in Bangalore and maybe she'll be persuing Medical in local university. All i wish is, she'll get even better and she'll succeed one day as a doctor.

She's the one in White shirt.

Why Bother So Much.

2009-04-01T01:18:00.003+08:00

do u believe there's a Malay proverb which says " Panas sepanjang tahun,hujan sehari "

yeah they don't actually exist but i make it exist. It was my language teacher actually who actually used that and i think it's true. ' Panas sepanjang tahun, hujan sehari ' actually means that what ever we did the best people hardly saw, but when we do mistakes, people talks like they'll never stop.

Why care so much on people while our own feeling felt bad right? I wonder why i'm like this as in care about people so much till me myself get hurt. Don't they noticed i'm a human too and i do have feeling and in my case i'm sensitive. Call me childish, but it's my nature to be like this. I like to be pampered, felt loved and being sensitive. But when people that near me did something that hurts me i can easily get hurts. It's like a glass of goblet fell to the ground. Fragile.

To me, i can still except jokes in certain condition but not certainly when i'm not in the good mood.

What actually happens today was a bad day. I came with my intention to make jokes so that my heart feels better but it turns out to be bad as in REALLY bad mood. I do make lots of things to people. Wanna eat, i cook. wanna use my laptop, i give. ask me to do this and that, i did. But what do i get in return?

I did dissection mostly every week. I did it because i want to and there's no one else who really care to do that, and so i did it. I never complaint why you people didn't do dissection and always be me who did it. I NEVER tell them that, but oneday i didn't finished my dissection and they cannot see the structure underlying, it they put blame on me. If you were me, don't you actually hurt? We the one who always did somthing to please others and never be appreciated. For people like me, sensitive, i'm honestly hurt. Where have you been when i dissect? Why don't you dissect in the first place? How people can questioned my integrity of being there to dissect while others reading books?

I think from now on, i'm not going to bother what other people do anymore. I care for people so much and do they care about me? i'll be here if people need me and i'll be there if they appreciate as i appreciate them.

Barbie Doll

2009-03-28T17:50:00.004+08:00

Barbie Doll..

barbie doll is everywhere in the world and girls adore them like hell.

yeah, admitted that it's cute and pretty.

i've seen a lot of design of Barbie Doll with variety of fashion clothing.

Nite gowns, picnic-mood-dress, fairy-tale ball gown and more..

what i haven't seen was Barbie in SAREE and finally in india i found it.

it's UNBELIEVEABLE.

for me, it's a disaster but it's ok i don't actually adore them. so WTH...

so here the photo of the Barbie Doll i found it last Thursday when i accompany Ikre to Reliance TimeOut. Cheers to Barbie Doll and all it's lovers!~

23 Mohd.

2009-03-22T03:18:00.004+08:00

it took me so long to do this but i finally did. Last 20th March was my brother's birthday ( Mohd Shazuan). I remembered and really wish i could call but due to lackness on ISD,so i refuse to. But i'll dedicate this post for him as he is not big and 23 years old. People used to said, 'One year older, and one year smarter." I wish him that too.

2nd Mohd 20 years difference

Actually, there's one thing i cried about was, the note he wrote in Facebook and it touched me and make me realized that we are siblings and will always be. Having a thought of the past of what came across between us, the quarelling, the fight and stuff,it makes me feel so childish. Deep in my heart i love my sibling and hate it when we fight. I still remember the day when he fight with the first Mohd like real fight and my father have to calm them down. I was pissed off looking at them because they dragged my father into the fight and knowing my father having hypertension and heart disease. After the scene, my heart filled with lots of hatred towards him.

I really wish all those past won't be back in our home. He wrote that he wants to be better person and Wan, i know mum and dad always love you the most because of who you are. Happy Birthday! May Allah Bless you.

May Happy Returns To My Alma Mater.

2009-03-16T15:47:00.007+08:00

Looking back at the SPM result 2008 at the SBP Group was disappointing actually that my school from year to year is fading from the top school. Once, my school was among the top school and people use to fear with the name Sekolah Dato' Abdul Razak (SDAR). Once, TKC was not in our league anymore due to our performance, but now TKC is back, so do other SBP which moving toward better result. Not just in curricular, but in co-curricular SDAR had been defeated again and again for year to year. Wonder what really happens to SDAR lately?

Juniors aren't that friendly anymore with the teachers as compared as what we were in the old days. Teachers loves to teach us, but now? Student don't really appreciate teachers. For me, studying in the residential school and the idea of being apart from our family will require someone who can replace the title 'mum' and 'dad' in school and they are no other if not the teachers. And that's what previous batch did. SDAR used to be a very happy family and succeeding to perform the best among the SBP.

I dare to tell you here that i really miss my school and the teachers that actually made me in the track of my dream. Maybe the junior dan't understand that teachers are the poeple who you'll be thanking for the entire life for making who you are. A president of a country starts with the little help of the teachers. Without them, they are nothing.

this is the ranking of SBP with some school not updated.

1. SASER 1.612

2. KISAS 1.68

3. ASIS 1.754

4. SAMURA 1.83
5. SESTER 1.841
6. SBPI GOMBAK 1.883

7. SAINS JOHOR 1.906

8. SBPI RAWANG 1.951
9. SESERI 1.979
10. KUSESS 1.99

11. SBPI BATU RAKIT 2.004
12. SEMASHUR 2.014
13. SMSSI 2.005

14. SEMESTA 2.059

15. MCKK 2.073

16. MOZAC 2.084

17. SBPI SELANDAR 2.075

18. SMAPK 2.11
19. SAS 2.108
20. FARIS PETRA 2.135
21. SAINS SULTAN MAHMUD 2.142

22. SBPI TEMERLOH 2.143
23. STJ 2.171
24. SMAPL 2.198

25. SBPI SABAK BERNAM 2.193
26. STF 2.221
27. SBPI JEMPOL 2.248

28. SEMESRA 2.266

29. SMACH 2.269
30. SMSS 2.289

31. SBPI GOPENG 2.277

32. SMESH 2.321
33. SBPI PEKAN 2.355

34. SBPI KUANTAN 2.382
35. SERATAS 2.409
36. SEMSAS 2.406
37. SDAR 2.419

38. SAINS KUCHING 2.438
39. SHAH PEKAN 2.434
40. SEMESTI 2.447

41. SAKTI 2.444
42. STAR 2.456
43. SOKSEK 2.604

44. SAINS LAHAD DATU 2.621

45. SAINS DUNGUN 2.637

46. SAINS LABUAN 2.822

Not Updated :
TKC, SBPI KUBANG PASU, SSP,

SAINS MIRI, SAINS PASIR PUTEH, SAINA, SAINS MAT JIWA & SMSAH

Those were the days when we were among the top and deeply to my heart, i really wish may all the happy returns to my alma mater. I would really like to see all the teachers' face are happy and sparkling as a star and proud with the students.

teachers.

with Madam Suratina and Madam Salmiah

teachers of SDAR

a giant 'tulip' during teacher's day 06

Mama Zai

Must watch!

2009-03-14T04:18:00.001+08:00

Catherine Tate Show

india : best place for medical course

2009-03-14T03:49:00.003+08:00

wondering why i said that?

yes, last thursday, i had a practical exam after done with it, i had some time talking to one of the tutor, Ms Meghna Nadiger. She was a medical students once and now teaching us practicals.

I asked her how to study physiology ( cause she was tutoring physiology practicals) and she said that read,read and read. Then, it will be stored nicely in our frontal lobe. I saw a MCQ papers she was holding and i asked her about it, she answered that she is attending an exam which she needs to score well. I wonder why, and it's because if she got it wrong 1/4 of the total 1 marks on each questio will be deducted and she refuse to accept that because, for her, it's a waste while she actually can gain mark if it's true instead of losing marks.

I have this thought, IF our mcqs were like that, i'll be doomed. ironically, she was a Ramaiah College student and she got distinction during her first year medical course and i was like...OH-MEE-GOD! that's super cool ok! while i was still crawling to get a pass...PASS not really distinction. Medical in india is the best i said because of it's system itself i guess. You see, we even can have experience to touch a cadaver in the first year while in Europe hardly to get this opporturnity, so we got the experience to approach a real body and that makes it's more to practical. Not that i suggest we lack of theory, in fact we all were insufficient of holidays while in 4 seasons country that offers medic, 3 month of holiday for summer, which make we have whole day in a week for theory classes.

But , the student will definitely suffer like hell to read and cover up for the whole week, and that explains the no-life-term in medical student. But, stated here that i do have life ok!

I and a few friends also do get some advices from her...KEY TO SUCCESS

- Read up

- Pay attention in Class

- Read up.

Simple, but it's worth it.Yeah, i forget to mention Ms Meghna is a daughter of our Biochemistry Lecturer ( Mr Nadiger) who was once a lecturer in USM,Kubang Kerian. Mr Nadiger live in Malaysia for 10 years and Ms Meghna was in Malaysia for 1 one and a half years there, so they can speak Malay language.

Finally, i'm a free man now..I've just done with all the practicals exam and theory as well and 2nd Internal Assesment is OVER! and i'm feeling good about it!

YESTERDAY

2009-03-08T18:17:00.003+08:00

me at the 20ft high

this is Heavenly Lime - 20 Ft High

today is Sunday and YESTERDAY was Saturday.

It was like a normal Saturday i had before the exam week.

I woke up and my stomach is aching and it's the sign of hungriness.

My housemate kindly asked me what to eat for lunch and spontenously i said NO,while the fact that my stomach was actually begging for food. I ignored it due to no reason.

Later, i asked Ilham to go out somewhere to have lunch because i was just torturing my

stomach. He said yes and so do Ikre when i asked him. When it came to the place where we wanted to eat, it's a disaster when the fact that i've had enough with all the food either in Relish or Kubera. Note that Casino was not in my list due to it's expensiveness which i think the prices were way too expensive and not worth it for me. It's freakin' same and lame and sometime i rather not to eat than eating the same food. uhu, told ya, it ws tough and firstly i was thinking to eat somewhere at the B.E.L Rd, but Ikre having the same issue which our stomach are not able

to swallow anything around B.E.L Rd and he came up with and idea which was The Donut Bakers.

Thanks to the technology that we find a placed called Malleswaram and i knew it wasn't far from out apartment. So i browse thru the net for The Donut Bakers around there and aha, there we find one. It says that it is in the 14th Cross,Next to Pizza Corner,Malleswaram. So, by 4.00 pm we headed there after sending Syawal to Pratam. We reached the 14th Cross and i was like, ok! now we need to browse the road for the Donut Bakers. I can't really remember the exact address actually due to short-term-memory. All the way when we walked along the road, we saw the Pizza Corner and suddenly my head recalled back what was there on the laptop screen saying it was next to pizza corner.

Hungrily, we walked up the hill (there was a little hill) and saw The Donut Bakers...halfway, we all having the second thought and deciced to go for PIZZA. See, making decision wasn't that hard actually and we all happily went inside and ordered. Does it HALAL? haha..here came the part where Ikre plays the part. He called Zula and confirmed it while we've already ordered omething to eat. Luckily it was Halal. The pizza wasn't as good as Malaysian Pizza Hut but Ok fine i need to accept that the fact that i'm in INDIA.

a piece of pizza from pizza Corner

After done all the eating and got paid. We all get the hell out of there and i took a photo shoot of the Pizza Corner and also the Donut Bakers.

the place we supposed to go instead of Pizza Corner

Not till there, we headed home and Solat and stuff...at 8.00pm, we headed to M.G Rd for dinner. You see when a stomach had a special treatment, we even got to M.G Rd for God sake just to have a dinner. It's 20 ft High. On the way, we met with Adam and Kak Nana and we all were screaming like hell. HAHA. what a lucky day! I ate Chicken Fillet, Ilham ate lamb chop while Ikre ate Chicken Saslick...I would say my course was not as good as Ikre and Ilham, but the rice it cool and great. But, who cares and whatever. As long as i had a great food for the day i'm ok with it.

XOXO

Could I.

2009-03-04T23:47:00.002+08:00

There's a time when i want to change it for good.
Past these few days, i've been so busy and tired which i need to struggle for the exam.
Last Sunday and last night i don't bother to sleep cause there's stoll lots to read and lots more to go.
From one chapter to another chapter. Read and memorize. Medical life right, so i need to bare with it. But, i sit and think, could i just turn back the time so that i could struggle for the beginning. I still remember when i failed 2 subject during first Internal Assesment, i've made my vow to start struggle early, i do change but it last not that long as i expected due to the laziness and various factors. I skip my lunch every single day to study in the library but there's no point when my mind wasn't there. I regreted. See, i've been struggle for these past few days and i utilize to the maximun all the time i use and even i have these thought that going out for luch is just a wasting of time, so i stayed in the library and this actually helped, but less.

As i sat for the examination this week without having a tight sleep, i really hope i passed, at least, so that there won't be the any worse time during my first phase and i couldn't afford to fail and doomed for the year. I seriously need motivation constantly which i received from my parents and collegues these few days. But, should i blame internet for this laziness plus i usually online on Facebook and downloading movies and series? Without internet, i could at least search anything from it so that i make it useful in term of study. I tried.

Anyways, after these two theory papers = Anatomy and Physiology, i hoped and pray hard to Allah so that i passed, no that i don't expect to pass excellently, but really appreciate that at least i passed. Now, what worries me more is Biochemistry. Honestly i still haven't start anything yet and knowing thst biochemistry needs me to memorize lots of thing and i wish i could be able to do that in this 1 and a half day. I really hope that i passed on these 3 subject, as weel as the practicals examination. I at least want to be better and i want to change this and make it permenantly. I want to be a good and knowledgeable doctor. I don't want to be a doctor with surface knowledge and just passed. I WANT TO BE MORE THAN THAT.

Tongue Twister

2009-03-02T01:40:00.003+08:00

Exercise 1

Mr. See owned a saw.

And Mr. Soar owned a seesaw.

Now, See's saw sawed Soar's seesaw

Before Soar saw See,

Which made Soar sore.

Had Soar seen See's saw

Before See sawed Soar's seesaw,

See's saw would not have sawed

Soar's seesaw.

So See's saw sawed Soar's seesaw.

But it was sad to see Soar so sore

just because See's saw sawed

Soar's seesaw.

Exercise 2

How much wood could Chuck Woods' woodchuck chuck, if Chuck Woods' woodchuck could and would chuck wood? If Chuck Woods' woodchuck could and would chuck wood, how much wood could and would Chuck Woods' woodchuck chuck? Chuck Woods' woodchuck would chuck, he would, as much as he could, and chuck as much wood as any woodchuck would, if a woodchuck could and would chuck wood.

Exercise 3

Betty Boughter bought some butter

But she said the butter's bitter

If I put it in my batter

It will make my batter bitter

But a bit of better butter will make it better than the bitter butter

So she bought a bit of better butter

And put it in her batter

And her batter was not bitter

So t'was Betty Boughter bought a bit if better butter and put it in her

batter and her batter was not bitter.

Here's the answer:

The doctoring doctor doctors the doctor the way the

doctoring doctor wants to doctor the doctor.

Not the way the doctored doctor wants to be doctored.

Exercise 4

Ned Nott was shot and Sam Shott was not.
So it is better to be Shott than Nott.
Some say Nott was not shot.
But Shott says he shot Nott.
Either the shot Shott shot at Nott was not shot,
Or Nott was shot.
If the shot Shott shot shot Nott, Nott was shot.
But if the shot Shott shot shot Shott,
Then Shott was shot, not Nott.
However, the shot Shott shot shot not Shott, but Nott.

Exercise 5

I thought a thought.

But the thought I thought wasn't the thought I thought I thought.

If the thought I thought I thought had been the thought I thought,

I wouldn't have thought so much.

Exercise 6

I bought a bit of baking powder and baked a batch of biscuits. I brought a big basket of biscuits back to the bakery and baked a basket of big biscuits. Then I took the big basket of biscuits and the basket of big biscuits and mixed the big biscuits with the basket of biscuits that was next to the big basket and put a bunch of biscuits from the basket into a biscuit mixer and brought the basket of biscuits and the box of mixed biscuits and the biscuit mixer to the bakery and opened a tin of sardines.

Exercise 7

You've no need to light a night-light

On a light night like tonight,

For a night-light's light's a slight light,

And tonight's a night that's light.

When a night's light, like tonight's light,

It is really not quite right

To light night-lights with their slight lights

On a light night like tonight.

this is the funny thing i would like to share when i'm insane and feel boring..

plus when i'm stressed out for exam. Happy trying..LOL =)

Exam Mode

2009-02-23T20:46:00.002+08:00

Ok. Second Internal Assessment is just around the corner.

Next week it will be started. Anatomy,Physio and Biochem on 2nd,4th and 6th respectively.

The following week will be Practical exam which will bot be the same as before. tougher and harder.

Anyways,I really have to struggle for the 2nd IA and wishing all the Phase I student good luck and wish me luck too...

"if you fail this 2nd IA,you are doomed for the year..." - Sudha Suresh.

Different but Same

2009-02-21T02:25:00.004+08:00

In everybody's life there are few phases they will go through. The phase maybe different but the people remains the same.

Wondering why suddenly the statement come out thru this blog. Lately, i've been wondering why people around me are changing and i guess its the phases of their life that change. Ok, what's it's like to fall in love? As for me what's it's like to fall in love AGAIN? Well my last love was during high school which actually last for 3 years and then we broke up. (to bad uh!) I sat and think what it's like to be in love again with someone i really like or adore. Maybe it feels good and might be i'll be able to recall back what happen to me when i was in love, but on the other side of me says that if i really wanna fall in love again, i should find the love of my life which obviously i can't find one right now cause i don't really know who would that be.

Lately what happen was poeple around me getting thru their new phase of his life by having a crush and really good about it. Not that i envy ar not happy for them, while i'm the one who actually sing "Match-maker..match-maker" song to them. But, i wish whenever they go thru the wonderful life of being happy and feels good about it please do not mistreat your friend. Many people say, girlfriends come and go but true friends cannot be replaced. Once they felt bad about it, its gone and hard to find one like them. But salute to some of them who actually managed to controlled that and have a wise thought of what others feeling. People expresses their feeling in different ways. Some might say they have nothing to be hurt of, but deep in their heart they do have the wound that hardly to heal. Some might show their body languages or direct sour faces.

Speaking about all these love thingy made me love to recall all the sweet memory that ever happened in my life who actually coloured my life happily. She who was the one make me smile when i'm not happy and the one who accept for who am i. I wish i could fall in love again with her but let the time tell and people made plannings but Allah the one who fulfills it. Yeah, her name is Noor Azmida Binti Yusof. She's now in UiTM Dungun doing engineering. We have something in common that made us happy together. We love music and in fact we used to play the same instrument! Here i attached her photo and some history between me and her. Btw i still love her.

Blast of the Weekend

2009-02-08T20:31:00.005+08:00

Ok straight forward here.
Last Friday there was an event on Ain Jailani's birthday organized by Arham which he actually love her so much and he did this kind of sweet surprise. If I were Ain, i would really proud of it and i'm sure ain would also proud of Arham and may their love are eternally. The theme was Red and wonderfully people wore red that night. I didn't do much on dressing but i bought something which i think really worthy buying due to 3 reason:

1, It's on sale.

2, I think it's daring that i tried it.

3, I would like to highlight it. hehe =) *kepoyoaan sedikit*

I wore a plaid shirt with a black skinny jeans with a pair of boot, providing that i have a red glasses.

Ok, the party was superb and happening and the food too. Menus were spaghetti, chicken grill, sausage and fries and a big compliment for Fiqa of the spaghetti. It was superb. arham did the sweet surprise that there's a poem made by Salikin and recited by Tika. it was so sweet and made Ain cried that night. =) Last but not least, as usual, we all camwhore-ing and the time is envy-ing us. So, then i and ikre went home.The next day, i've been haunted by the anatomy drawings which are difficult and totally hate it! huh, c'est la vie en medical.

Shake your boot-ty..hehe =)

Say and me. Awwww!!

Kak Jaja and me

zaira and me...wohohoh!

Happy Birthday 19th Fariq

2009-02-04T23:22:00.003+08:00

I made this special post for you Manjung.

It's your birthday today, so enjoy yourself and be happy with your life.

May Allah bless you in whatever you did and hopefully many great things will happen to you in your life.

May all the happiness and prosperous will stay with you and our brotherhood remains the same as we all are born as Zerodeuxsix.

Happy Birthday babe!

Last Fortnight, 30th, 31st and 1st

2009-01-26T15:38:00.005+08:00

haha. This was out dated actually.

Nasi ayam was last two weeks ago and now only i'm updating my blog.

Back to the story, i'm busy lately so no time to update.

Last fortnight, i tried for the second time cooking Nasi Ayam which i think it's better than the previous attempt and since we have neighbour, so i sent some of it to our neighbour.

It was actually returning the favor that they also sent us food last time like pasta,spaghetti and stuff and here is the photo of the Nasi Ayam.

Nasi Ayam 2nd attempt

30th January 2009

2030 hrs India

RAGA, Jayanagar

I went there to run some test. Here's the photo of the result. Enough said. Not really in the mood to elaborate more. =)

31st January 2009

1830 hrs

Divya Landmark Apartment

There was an event held by the Divya community to gather all the divya community. It was held at the parking lot of the apartment. Malaysian student who joined was my house girls house and supposedly with the seniors too, but there were only 2 girls senior were there that night. At first Ikre was not there and the guard was forcing us to do something. So Hayfa texted Ikre and ask him if he could sing that night and he answered YES! So he sang a song by Camelia which was in

Malay and the gimic was Batang gave him a rose. HAHA. It's fun though. Aha, not to forget, the food was not bad at all and since by that time i was sooooooo hungry, so ate it all and felt good about it. =) Too bad that i don't have the food photo with me. One more thing that made me

amused was there's a show made by this auntie, she played 'hand drum' which she actually hitting her finger on a C-L-A-Y-P-O-T. It must be hurting but she did it well and performed well. It sounds good in fact. Again no picture. =(

1st February 2009

1100 hrs India

Grapesview Apartment

I with Ikre,Topak,Syawal,Pokjak and Nabil entered a cooking competition in conjunction with Batch 3 Sports Day which i think cooking was so-not-sport-thing and they called it sport.*Ok, too much complaining* HEHE. Lucky me that i got chicken, so i made Chicken Curry and Chicken Rendang while Ikre did the dessert which named Chocolaty Fruitale and Grapesview Cocktail. My actual plan was just curry but a slight change of plan on the spot and we did Rendang also with Sambal Belacan. Even though we didn't won the competition but i felt good enough that i cooked for us to eat and also invite Fay,Deeba and Roha to eat together and they love it. HEHE. So, it's ok with me.

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(2)

(3)

(4)

1. My team-mate during the cooking comp.

2. Dished we cooked.

3. Test result I

4. Test Result II

Zerodeuxsix Reunion

2009-01-24T13:42:00.004+08:00

Ok, a post to let people know that my Zerodeuxsix is doing this Reunion and to tell the fact that i couldn't join it cause i'm all the way here in India.

Btw, I wish all the Zerodeuxsix will have a great time and cherish all those time together like before. Jubei sent me the email on the activity and i think it's cool. So, enjoy people!

Hugs & Kisses from me in Bangalore!

Muahxx.

Future Doctor

2009-01-19T21:46:00.012+08:00

a pile of arms

aha..

I actually took a long time to put out this post and doing the favor for Zaid.

He asked me to do a specific post on how a medical students' life and here we goes. i'll start with my daily routine which i'll do it everyday except of Saturday and Sunday.

0700 Wake up/Solat/Bath/Breakfast

0800 Go to College..by Bicycle/Auto

0830 Class/Lecture Anatomy..Physiology..Biochemistry

1130 Practical Histology/Physiology/Biochemistry or Osteology Class

1330 Lunch/Solat

1430 Dissection( Mon - Wed)/Community Medicine/Tutorial on Friday

1630 End of Classes/Solat

1700 Gym/Rest at home/Internet

1815 Solat/Rest

1900 Start opening books/assignment/record book

2200 Break/Solat/internet

0100 Sleep..zzzzzz

*note that this is not too rigid as it is..i'm flexible anyway. This is just how i spend mostly of my time.

Ok. On my point of view and more of what i've heard, to be a doctor is tough. YES, i agree and i'll reveal one by one why i said that. And one more thing is i'm studying in International Medical School, Bangalore under MSU and the system is not like system-based-learning like learn the whole system one by one. What happen here is we have 4 phases. First phase, 1 year and we learn Anatomy, Physiology and Biochemistry as core subject while Community Medicine as minor.

Basically, anatomy includes Histology,Embryology,Gross anatomy,General anatomy, Osteology.

and we dissect a cadaver trice a week. My batch started with lower limb followed by upper limb which what i'm learning now. FYI, all of it are not simple and we may say it looks simple but we must know every details on what we see. I repeat..MUST KNOW EVERYTHING WHAT WE

SEE. for example, we learn Gluteal region; we must know what are its boundries,content,nerves supply,blood supply muscle corresponding, muscle origin-insertion,root value of the nerve,origin and termination of blood vessel, blood vessels branches,applied aspect and many more. Huh...

Histology = practicals we need to draw all the structure we've seen under microscope and by the end of the 1st year we'll have to memorize all the slides and characteristic feature which consist of 100++ all of them( if not mistaken).

Osteology = learn all bones we have in our body and must know what are attached to that part. this part, what are passed thru, and groove or tubercle. Presence of spine, process, any fossae, any depression, convex/concave head and all. Ossification of bone, appears when, ossifies what age? Insertion and origin of muscles.

Embryology = Human development from sperm/oocyte, development during 1st,2nd,3rd trimester, development of intrauterine life and more.

Next is Physiology. General physiology and Heamatology isn't hard but tough. System is difficult as in very difficult. COmplicated since we must know details why this happens,how it happens, what if this don't function well, applied anatomy, disease due to mulfunction of system, interdependant system.

Lastly Biochemistry. Its not that hard but we need to be focused. According to the seniors, Biochem always been neglected by the student. all we ned to know here is we must memorize

and know the concept.

MYSELF AS MEDICAL STUDENT

WOW. All i can say is hectic and busy. Need to open book everyday. Revision a lot. Must memorize lots of muscles, origin-insertion,nerve,applied anatomy, terminologies and physiological important of system in our body, pathological condition how, concept in physiology. everyday learn all new knowledge and we what we know or learn in foundation was just a little bit or i shall categorized it as too surface. Everyday need to be in class and do practicals and

dissection. Read book and learn if we dont get it. Exam monthly got MCQ and Internal Assessment(IA) once in three month. My next coming IA will be on March and there's theory exams and practicals. As for anatomy Dr Kulkani just announce that there will be practical viva(oral test) which we will be discussed about given structure based on what the examiners asked. Then, we have surface marking wjere we need to identify any structure internally without dissecting. we just need to examine the cadaver based on the bony landmarks. One day if don't open the book to read like we've missed a lot and need plenty of time to cover back cause its difficult to understans the concept. People like who are kinda slow to catch up, need to read up many times so that i'll understand better unlike people who are fast learners. Physiology need to read up from lots of sources since there are slight confusing infos from different book and preferably need to refer to Guyton's as Dr.Suresh mentioned, it is our 'Bible of Physio'. And biochem also, looks simple but disaster. I have to cut the book into chapters so that i should not have to carry the heavy-weight-big book anywhere to read up noe plus our library not as expected but still condusive to study in it while there's lacking of books sources. That's explain why i shouldn't bring heavy-weight-big book of Biochem since they don't even allowed any personal books inside.

Enough of my story and i have few reminders to all student who actually adores Medic and wanted to choose medic as profession.

1. Must prepare..prepare..and prepare yourself like you going into a surgery. You know why i choose surgery, because if u go into the OT, you'll be prepare for everything like vague thing like death and even tiny thing like napkin leftover in your stomach after incision. Ok, my point is you guys must prepare for mentally until your spirit and your spirit must be like burning flame of full-gased Bunsen Burner instead of candle and shall never fade away.

2. Must be super-duper-extremely hardworking. My senior in IMS + lecturers once said that to be a doctor is 95% hardwork and 5% intelligence. Let's say 55% hardwork + 3% intelligence = 58%, so you are passed to be a medical student. HAHA. just kidding..(who said medical student doesn't have life..laughter always be the best medicime!) .

3. Must love the profession and at least know something about it. Must know what you need to be a doctor, your course will be how long and always be sure in it.

4. Must not afraid of a cadaver or else you'll never have a chance to do the dissection on it. Believe me if you are not willing to have guts of liking a cadaver, you'll do dissection with unwilling heart, you'll vomit there in front of the cadaver. HEHEHEHE =)

5. Have strong faith and never left Allah behind. Always put Allah above of everything else you do and InsyaAllah you'll make through all the obstacle. Allah always help His slave to do such a noble job as a doctor.

6. Stop being narrow-minded. Medical students do have plenty of time to enjoy life, ok! We don't need book to be nerd. Being a nerd is a choice and a mandatory.

So,that's all about my life as a medical student.

Everybody's Changing

2009-01-16T04:01:00.004+08:00

I don't know why i'm writing this but it'll be definitely goes to all Zerodeuxsix.

A special post for Zerodeuxsix.

First of all, Happy 8th Anniversary on last 12th January.

Let me begin the story, of course people wondering why all of sudden i'm making a statement that everybody's changing. Today, Najmi, who currently in Indonesia called me and chit-chat about all those thing. He told me that, my batch in Malaysia are different now. They are more socialite than before. Come to think of it, it's kinda true, know why? Proven in Facebook photos since Facebook become a hit website lately.

After a long chat and laugh with him, he hung up and i cooked. Then, it keep on playing in my mind, what did Najmi told me on the phone not so long ago. Yeah, i do think they all are different now. More socilite. Not that i say that it's not good, but it's awkward that they have their new cliques and Jubei always be the dominant while others still be loyal followers. Back 2 years ago or maybe a year ago, they all are still attached to most of the Zerodeuxsix. Not that i can't see there's no Zerodeuxsix at all among them, but they are mostly the same people.

Or maybe it's me the only one felt this way while others feel it vice versa. Even Zerodeuxsix who still doing prep in Malaysia also not that much news i've heard. I don't want to judge any one, but i really wish we all we happy like before and i really happy that they are having a real reunion on this Chinese New Year holiday even though i can't be there with them.

I agree that people are changing but what ever they change i hope they don't forget they root where they come from and not to forget their old collegues when they have new friends. Whatever it is, i didn't point this to other but it's general cause i've msade some new friends too.

So,whatever it is and to all Zerodeuxsix, HAPPY ANNIVERSARY!

May our brotherhood remain unchanged eternally.

Addition to my wish list.

2009-01-11T01:16:00.005+08:00

ok. it's my dream also.

actually i really want this phone and i want to buy this when i'm back to Malaysia on September.

Unfortunately Paan already bought this phone but i don't care i still want this..

it's so cool...hopefully by the time i'm back in Malaysia the price will be slightly less than Paan's price which is RM 2800.

presenting

Experia X1 by Sony Ericssons

Ayam Masak Merah

2009-01-08T01:31:00.002+08:00

well this is for Nia.

Ayam Masak Merah my mum's style.

All you need.

- chilli + onion + garlic + lemongrass blended all together (add some belacan if available)

- Chicken half cooked (fried)

- Air Asam Jawa

- Oil

Procedures

- let the oil boiled and then cook the blended materials until it is cooked.

- it is said to be cooked when its become oily and the oil turns to red.

- pour in some air asam to make it watery.

- put a pinch of salt.

- then mixed it up and then put in the chicken.

- let it cook all together.

- later on, put in some more Air asam jawa. (if it's too spicy)

- have a taste,if its too sour, put in some sugar.

- let it cook for a while, then turn off the stove.

it's now ready to be eaten with rice.

p/s: i learn to cook not based on the method but more to practicals. so not to follow exact method or else u'll find it taste badly and spicy. so, u'll have o budget everything according to your own expectation.

A glance of 2008

2009-01-02T23:58:00.002+08:00

well i've made my wish list. so here we go to have a brief glance to year 2008.

Briefly.

- I've got 2nd sem result wich i got 3.51 which is actually bad.

- I can't sit for Czech Republik Entrance test.

- Having wonderful time in Mais with other MARA student.

- Need to be apart from other Mara student since they had finished their course at MSU.

- I have to struggle in my short sem which i have Genetics.

- Having slumber party in Mais with my ex schoolmate.(telo,nizar,effa,mafia,pilin).

- Went to Alam Shah n SSP with Raja.

- Overnight at Kotok's.

- Outings with my Ex schoolmate.

- Outings with Kak Sha and friends.

- Visit to SDAR with friends.

- Trial practice with Raja in SDAR.

- Went to Kuantan to see Wind Orchestra but sadly SDAR was not in the final 5.

- Got results of my final sem 3.67 and CGPA of 3.74.

- Wonderful time during BTN to see all my friend in Mais.

- Got my placing in India - IMS.

- Having plenty of time at home with family.

- Outings for the final time with Nizar and Baloo a Pavillion,KL.

- Prepare to fly to India which includes shopping.

- Final Eid and Ramadhan before fly to India.

- Final visit to SDAR to meet with all the teachers.

- 11102008 date of fly to Bangalore.

- Having a wonderful life in Bangalore that is Penthouse.

- Struggle in the battle of study in Medicine.

- Fisrt Internal Examination which was tough.

- A week of holiday and lead us to Kerala. (nice place.)

- Boring day of New Year's Eve.

that's all for a glance of 2008.

p/s: anyone who can add please leave it in the comment..i'll update soon.

2009 Wish List

2009-01-02T19:51:00.003+08:00

Goodbye memorable 2008 and welcome 2009.

This 2009, i think i wanna make my own wish list. May year 2009 bring happiness and prosperity to me. Ok,let's start!

Wish Lists 2009

1. Wanna have a well-toned body. (since i'd join gym..hehe)

2. Be more bookworm than before.

3. Score high marks in Internal Assessment. (there's 2 more to go)

4. Wanna see SDAR Symphonic Band wins the 'Treble Clef' Trophy.

5. Have a wonderful Birthday Celebration.

6. Get through first year smoothly. (Amin) =)

7. Wanna go to Korea and UK. (if possible and time allows me to)

Well,enough with 7 wish lists which i labeled it as my priority.

Hopefully it will come true~

HAPPY NEW YEAR

2009-01-01T03:57:00.003+08:00

I would like to wish all Muslim and people around the world

HAPPY NEW YEAR 1430H and 2009AD.

may all the new hopes and dreams come true.

May Allah bless us all.

InsyaAllah.

Vacation Pixies

2008-12-28T18:05:00.017+08:00

zaidi n me

faiz.ikre.ilham.zaidi.hazrul

me again

highlight the background

all of us in the photo..42 of us

this is before we reach the sign "limit till here"

the starting point where we climb up

tea plantation on the way up to the park

at the entrance of National Park

Munnar/Thekaddy/Kottayam/Allepey = Kerala = Vacation

2008-12-28T04:07:00.003+08:00

Munnar/Thekaddy/Kottayam/Allepey = Kerala + Mysore = Vacation

isn't there any mathematical equation like that? ha-ha.

btw those where the palces that i went for vacation and it cost me Rs 14k and for 7 days (including the days i need to sleep in a super-duper-not-comfortable-to-sleep bus). well, as long as it called as vacation,i'm on it.

before that..kak lin once said that Kerala rawks..yes!! it's true but there's few thing we or i didnt really enjoyed.

let's talk about chocolate..i love chocolate in fact i adore 'em, but i thought it's gonna be like Langkawi, duty free chocolate,packaged + imported chocolate, but its one way another in Kerala..it's homemade chocolates which not-really-bad-taste chocolate and i can't have the guts to get it in Munnar as i thought there's gonna be lots more to offer in the other places which turn out there's nothing left there. Fine! it's sad and it's my bad. =(

Munnar = Day 1

arriving night, we went to watch this Kanali Dance(traditional Kerala Dance) which Mimi,Nisa and i went there walking as if we know that place until we lost to a gorgeous hotel which found to be the wrong place. then, we took an auto to the correct place. As we arrived there, luckily it's not finished yet, which happens made me think that people is going to laugh at us for coming late as the show was already finished. isk3!!

Munnar = Day 2 morning

we went to the National Park where we can only find a dessert lamp. but the view is nice though.

we all have to climb this hill up to the point which have the sign board " Limit till Here! " and there, we took lots of pic so that most of the time we spent camwhoring like a crazy bunch of Malaysian that never took photo before.

Munnar = Day 2 afternoon

there a place called a DAM.

i'll more like a lake for me. then we stop shopping which offers jewellary box for Rs100 which i didn't bought it cause i thought Thekkady will offer better plus looking at that place they sell it not convincing at all. head up we went to the boat riding. it's cool cause the uncle did the drift thinggy. then on the way back we saw this 2 big elephant and decided to take a ride..it's elephant ride. the best thing is the elephant got names too..one is letchumi and 1 more is malayani or something. (i have that short term memory problem i guess).

Thekaddy = Day 3

we arrive at the Lakeshore Inn hotel around 2pm. had lunch there and planning to go for a sight-seeing boating to see the wild animal in the jungle, but sadly we were late enough and the tourist guide took us the the most boring-ayurvedic-so-called-jungle-with-ayurvedic-plant-in-it and he dare called it as tourist attraction which for me it's boring except that they sell various type of tea as if Malaysia don't have vanilla tea.Hehe. Night activity was shopping at the shop around there.

Kottayam = Day 4

the place that i expecting more from it. but it's so good to be true. the hotel was superb..walla..but the town...ok2..correction..SMALL TOWN is a dead town at night. i can't barely see any inresting shop to stop by. and that afternood we went to the boat veiw AGAIN! but this time the boat ride was much more intersting that we sat on top of the boat and we can see the sun set till we arrived back with lots of mosquitoes haunting for our blood.

Allepey = Day 5

it's the houseboat.

i LOVE it. it's sleek and stylish. we eat,sleep,movie,read,poo all in the houseboat. we even swin it the lake which is quite deep and i need to use the life jacket to swin. Since Bangalore is not seafood friendly.so. on that boat we bought like 6 kgs of tiger prawn and asked the people inside the boat to cook for us. its like we in heaven that we ate 6 kgs of prawn in 1 day which we hard found in Bangalore.

BUS = Day 6

we arrived at the jetty and head back to bangalore which we dont really reach bangalore yet cause we stop at this miserable MOTEL/DORM which have electronic key to switch on the power supply while other hotel didn't implement it yet.

BUS = Day 7

we stop by at Mysore and we suppose to go shopping,palace and zoo. but sadly they canceled the trip to Palace. i wonder they took us to the zoo which come to think of it, in Malaysia also have zoo in fact better than Mysore Zoo. we just have a glance at the Palace and not to stop there.

that night we arrive in Bangalore.

Sob3..the vacation is over.......

pic will be in the next post.

daa~

Internal Assesment Examination

2008-12-19T20:22:00.003+08:00

today i've complete the first Internal Assesment.

review.

Physiology

- as expected, hard and difficult.

- i think i'm going to fail the theory exam.

- humoral immunity i didn't read and i can't answer it.

- my housemate got this spot question and he keep on telling us,but unfortunately i ignore it.

- next time i'm doing all my best.

- Physio practical, i got RBC count and Bleeding time and so-called-viva was asked by Dr suresh and he gave me simple question and Alhamdulillah i do it well.

Anatomy

- the essay was aimed to be hip joint,but it was knee joint.

- luckily i read bout the knee joint and managed to do it and thankful for that.

- there's one question asked to draw and label lymph nodes and part of it i do it right but part of it was from spleen.

- as for practical..urrm..histo was easy to identy but hardly to give the correct characteristic.

- Gross anatomy, luckily i answered all but there's few structure that i got it wrong and few of it i'm not so sure..

Biochemistry

- Most neglected subject, but it studied it last minute-ly.

- Chemistry of carb i studies from evening till midnite and little the came out. =(

- Protein i just read essential amino acids and non essential and the structure of protein i studied on the surface only.

- Structure of protein essay i do it based on the knowledge that i have only.HAHA.

- And miracle happened as i didn't read about lipids very much the question asked bout lipoprotein and i hit with what i have in my mind and yeay!! it true but nothing much i can elobrate.

- Practical was Alhamdulillah easy, i got the identification of carbohydrate and it was glucose! and it was easy! Thanks to ALLAH.

as for now.

i'm packing to get ready for Kerala.

KERALA HERE I COME!

adios~

Super Duper Messy!

2008-12-15T23:52:00.005+08:00

*EXAMINATION MODE*

ANATOMY.........DONE

PHYSIOLOGY.........DONE

BIOCHEMISTRY........DONE

but still have Lab Exam.

Good Luck Phase I student.. =)

Eid-Ul-Adha

2008-12-09T17:43:00.003+08:00

Happy Eidul Adha

from Bangalore,India

today,

IMS organised an event due to Eidul Adha.

nothing much actually, just that there's 2 speaker were invited to give a 20-mins-each talk.

The first speaker was kinda cool but the second was superb.

He was converted from Hindu to Muslim [if i'm not mistaken] and ironically he was studying on comparative religion.

You know what,he can spill everything that he know from the extract from Holy Quran,Bible,and even from Hindu's...i was attracted to his word which says that he was not converted to Islam but reverted to Islam..since there's a phrase in Quran which states that every child was born were Islam. Overall,my review on this event was lame and quite dull. Food was late but tasty.

off the pen.

Happy Eid-Ul-Adha.

title that i don't know

2008-12-07T15:25:00.003+08:00

well nothing much..

yesterday my house made a open house.

but sadly we had to transfer to Grapesview since that stupin Guard and the head of association won't let our guess come in...

but now...i'm in study mode.

hehe..well let's join me and then we all going for vacation to kerala.

so.

study

and Good Luck to all Phase I student on this coming Internal Assesment.

1 litre of tears.

2008-12-02T21:16:00.005+08:00

it's not a movie but what had happen to me.

Last week was a busy and hectic week.

Plus, being apart from family is kinda give me a pressure added with first monthly test.

I was mentally unstable last week and i felt bad about it.

the story is,me and K were not talking to N and B.

i've been telling A about this and he comfort me,since he's the one i can trust and the one who i lend the sholder to cry on. i din expect that N and B also need to be comfort,so they went to Sreeram to ask what's going on.FYI,we've been not talking for almost 5 days. At first, i thought it was nothing and i'm ignoring it. But,on monday, people were starting to talk all those stuff and that makes me feel really bad and i gain my strength to confront them,but K was not really ready. I waited. But then, K was ready because of something came up. I called Kak Sha and ask her how do i deal with that. She comfort me while i'm crying. She is such a wonderful sister who always be there whenever i'm in need. Then, we settle all those problem with N and B.

Then after settle all those stuff we all were ok back as usual, but new thing came up and i kinda like it since at least there's people being honest with me and i really appreciate it even tough it's hard to swollow it. It's about the older people who really interested to interfere all those minor part of our batch in IMS. Not that i'm suggesting that senior are NOT important but there are limitation on what they are trying to interfere. All those in the past,what happened in Mais, they know all the details. I mean,what's the point they wanted to know all those stuff? to humiliate us or shall i say our batch? to humiliate some particular people that were the subject of the story?

and even what we wear also is an issue and i'm one of the affected, so what the hell...i wanna make things clear here..JUST BECAUSE WHAT WE WEAR IS IN FASHION,WHY YOU CARE SO MUCH..GO AND READ VOGUE PEOPLE, THEN ONLY YOU CAN COMMENT US.

Even commoner knows how to dress up,so save it for yourself. i just hate to cry on all these stuff but hearing this hurts my feeling. those people whoever said that i hope you can consider back what have you done. WE ARE NOT THE FASHION VICTIM,BUT YOU ARE!

I've been crying alot this few days and i realize that, being apart from my mother and father. Being far away oversea from all my siblings made me realized that i have no one here and all i have is my friends,my housemates, and they all i've got here. they are like my family here. they are where i can lend their sholuder to cry on, they are all i have when i'm in trouble. they all i have to laugh with and i realized that i cant live here without them. I'm Sorry of my sensitivity,fragility, and 'merajukness',but i'm still who i am,i try to be the best person in same time but i do have limitation. I'm tired. Really tired. hope i'll get over this. and I don't want to cry on those minor things. I want to be strong. I can't stand to cry anymore. Thanks to Kak Sha for being such a wonderful sister. Thanks also to all my friends in this batch. I'll save this 1 litre of tears....

Lots of Love,

Kozac

p/s: i'm sorry for the word that kinda harsh and sorry if anyone felt offended.

pity this baby : aborted

2008-11-26T20:26:00.005+08:00

Day : Wednesday

Date : 26 Nov 2008

Venue : Dissection Hall

Subject : Aborted Foetus.

At the moment i entered the Dissection Hall it was calm. Nothing happens. Suddenly there was a crowd at one of the corner of the dissection hall. I was wondering and refuse to go and see what happens at first. But, it looks interesting and when i saw that tiny 'thing'. I was like MasyaAllah.

It was a aborted foetus. The fotus was aborted due to the defect of the body structure. Unlike other unborn foetus, at the stage of 4 month, the structure of body suppose to look like almost perfect,but that poor foetus has no skull cap, thus it's brain was growing out of the head. The purpose of the foetus was there is because of it need to be preserved in our museum. Dr. Kulkani was the one who handle the preservation method and showed it in front of the student crowd. I t was intereting. Here i have some photos.

a dedication to my family

2008-11-22T12:47:00.004+08:00

hello guys,

this sounds odd but i think it's the right thing to do to relief my homesickenss.

FAMILY.

I believe that family is a single piece that holds the puzzle of life together and i have to clarify that what constitutes the family is more than blood related. i live in a small family of 5. The 5 is more than perfect for me. I've been in India now for 1 and half months now and started to feel that i'm away far from the other 4. From the previous post i've mention that i missed them that are,a mother and father of 3 Mohd,Shakir and Shazuan. I'm not good to tell this on phone so i spill it out here in this blog.

to mum and dad.

how can i tell this. It's shamefull to tell here, but feeling can't hide. Yesterday i was in a bad mood and one of the reason was because i miss both of so much. I just don't know why this feelings keep haunting me but that was i felt. I miss those times you yelled at me for not doing the right thing. I missed all the food that you cook for me. I missed the time that you asked me what to eat when i came back from Shah Alam so that dad can go and prepare the thing. i missed the time you asked me a lot of favor to clean the house and tidy up your room. I missed those tme you asked me to dressed you up before leaving on special occasion. i missed the time when i

'merajuk' with you and dad for not buying the thing that i want.i missed the time when you both are worried that i went back with shakir late at night. i missed being beside mum and dad everyday so that i could see mum's and dad's bright shiny face that cheers me up everyday since i was born till now.Mum and dad i still need you blessing and support till forever even though that i'm all the way far in India. i love mum and dad so much. I felt so lucky to have you while some of there have no mum or dad.

to the two Mohd.

yeah have to admit that you two are my brother and i love you guys so much even though we've been thru a lot of not-knowing-reason of fighting. it hard to believe that i finally hit the roof of my homesickness and finally have to admit that how important you guys in my life. as for both of you i missed the time that we all used to fight cause of a lot of reason. Sometime wan and me against shakir. me and akir against wan. those fight haunting my mind and make me feel so far away from u guys. Just so you both know, i actually missed you both so much and afterall you guys are my brothers. I missed the time that i drove shakir's car. i missed the time i drove and wan scolded me for not being careful. i missed the time i beg shakir for letting me drive his car. i missed the time shazuan asked my to treat him. i missed the time where we used to fight bout tees.i missed you both that we could have a real great time living together as brothers.

i just wanted to tell that i missed you guys sooooooo much and trying my best here to study as my exam is almost near. i missed you all and i LOVE you all so much.

I Wish A "Wake Up Call"

2008-11-21T05:14:00.003+08:00

people say,

time flies,but i wish i could stop the time.

but i wish i could.

looking around.

its almost significantly i've been here in the oversea for about a month now.

Anatomy,Physiology and Biochemistry.

plus Community Medicine.

most of the day were hectic and tiring.

its medic life as i expected.

its true that dissecting is cool.

its fun to dissect while mostly other medical student in other country dont even have this chance.

the more we see during dissection,the morewe need to absorb.

i wish i could be like Sponge Bob that i could absorb whatever i read, hear and see.

once again. I WISH.

now its in the end of november and december is waiting to shine its sunlight.

knowing that by 15-19th of December our first Internal Assesment will be held.

i wish i could turn the time so that i could revise all those taught in the lecture hall been absorbed easily. All i need now it a motivation and a wake up call. Senior once told us that its important to score the First IA,so that we'll be ease during the final exam.hurm..how far that i could belive this? I HAVE TO BELIEVE.

do i still have time?

YES. during this kind of situation, i still have time.So SYAFIQ DON'T GIVE UP!

utilize your time properly and you'll make through it. i hope so.

plus in the same time there's been lots of going on here. Everyday, every minutes people are talking. i wish i can stop but i can't but i have to try.

people called me by "named" but do i care? HELL NO!

remember it's one of many obstacles you need to go thru Syafiq!

and finally...

i miss my family,mum,dad,wan,akir

i miss my home

i miss my bed

i miss my quarel with my brothers

i miss my nephews and nieces

i miss my best friends

i miss my zerodeuxsix

i miss malaysia..............

BE STRONG!! BE STRONG!!

even though they all are now here but i know they all will always be in my heart and support me from there. it's the wake up call and i'm here to be a doctor. so be one!

頑張って(Ganbatte)

Bonne Chance.

white

2008-11-18T23:06:00.004+08:00

describe white.

clean.

innocent.

blessful.

plain.

party in white.isn't that cool people.

last saturday night was held a white party of Arif Jo's Birthday.

it's a good idea that he came up with that theme so that people will look all in white.

the party was great.

lots of crowd.

me and my housemates were all ready for the party and hit the crowd.

people were having fun and that night was awesome.

thanks Arif for the party.

syaza,niza,ikre,seena,me

kak sha,me

rashid,zaidi,me,ikre,seena,syaza,mimi

mimi,arif,me

seena,syaza,me

crowd.

dissection

2008-11-16T13:22:00.004+08:00

last week on wednesday.

as usual we all rushed to the dissection hall for the dissection session.

the mood was there but still doing the same part.

start wearing gloves and hold the dissection kit.

scarpel.

blunt forcep.

then came Madam Rai explaining the day before explaination.

she started to cut our cadaver's muscle and stuff.

motive : to show us the tendon and attachment of the hip bone and the femur.

finally found it.

turn the cadaver's body back.

motive : to see the acticulation of the hip bone and femur posteriorly.

she cut the quadratus femoris to show us the capsule of the hip joint.

next.

she ask us to identify the appearance there and she moved to other table.

we started to do for the other leg.

then came Dr. Rao

explaining bout the hip joint and ask us to detached the femur and the hip bone.

he asked me to cut off the capsule and the synovial fluid was released. it's a wow.

then.

I CUT MY FINGER!!!

action : immediately stop and wash my hand!

continued by ain.

it's thick.

the capsule.

finally the capsule was opened and detached.

what we found was.........

its a fake head of femur.

it alloy.

result : i think this is the coolest dissection ever. we found a cadaver that have an alloy head of femur.

Lalbagh

2008-11-16T12:29:00.009+08:00

i was covered by Haseena =(

divalicious

hehe =D

wow..

a 500 years tree

in front of Rose Garden

in front of Louis Vuitton Boutique,UB City

hehe =)

its not for real ok!

me n syaza in Lanvin

auto of 5 people

walking together

shades

main gate of Lalbagh

b4 leaving for Lalbagh

Taste of Fashion

2008-11-12T03:51:00.004+08:00

I was inspired by my two seniors in SDAR that are Kotok and Jenglotte.

Fashion, I shall describe it as trendy and stylish.

One’s have said, in fashion, one day you are in and the next day, you are out. I agree but do remember folks, fashion do come and go but style is forever.

Let’s relate this to my experience. Last weekend I went for a picnic to a Garden named Lalbagh. It was super duper nice. The place was great. Kak Sha, Nisa, Fairuz, Haseena, Imah, Mimi,

Syaza and I were there. Kak Sha cooked us Nasi Ayam and its delicious. Thanks Kak Sha! Then we gave a tour on ourself there and went to some places that we found it’s nice. Some of it were the Rose Garden, The Animal Tree Park, And the 500 years tree. Actually there’s a lot of places we didn’t go like Glass House, and Rock Hill.

Next destination was Brigade Road. It first we just went there to window but Haseena drag me, Mimi and Syaza to Levi’s Square cause she wanted to get some jeans there. In the Levi’s store we all bought something. I got a shirt and a mafla so that we all gonna be ‘Boria” on Monday. Kinda love it actually that we bought the same mafla and wear it on the same day. Next pit stop was Istore in M.G Raod. It’s Seena again she wanna get her Ipod charger. There, I have a second thought of buying an Ipod Touch/ iphone. Gosh, Seriously it’s tempting, but luckily I can still control it. One day I’ll get it!!! Straight away after that we took auto to UB City.

UB City….

Describe it..

- European

- Huge

- Heaven

- Starhill Gallery.

- Pavillion

People, I dare to tell you guys that I look down toBangalore at first, but not anymore.

When we reached UB City, I felt like I’m in a heaven of fashion. Believe it or not, Louis Vuitton, Stella McCartney, Moshino, Lanvin, Tod’s, Salvatore Ferragamo, Ermenegildo Zegna, Givenchy, Burberry.

Folk, read Vogue! Then you’ll be familiar with all these. Bangalore can still improve it.

Till here then,

XOXO

p/s: Next post will be photo of picnic and UB City.

"talk"

2008-11-07T02:05:00.003+08:00

When we all meet, there's only one thing might happen. It's 'talking'.

Since we arrived here,we've never gather and do this thing unlike in Malaysia.

Usually, if back in Malaysia, we use to gather and share our thoughts after class or during lunch break.

It's different in India. Canceled class is barely available. When the Comm. Med was canceled just now, we decided to sit and 'talk' at Barista and we also have new members.

Me,Nisa,Kak Sha,Imah,Mimi,Seena,Syaza,Fairuz,Hazimah and Effa.

from 2.30 to 4.30pm

10 chapters were done!

I suggest we should continue this oftenly.

Just wait and see.

Watch and learn bitches!!!

*here, some pics available*

Birthday...

2008-11-06T21:56:00.004+08:00

3th Nov 2008..

Me: mimi..mimi, syaza's birthday is a day after tomorrow..what should we do?!

Mimi : i don't know..we'll discuss in class tomorrow

4th Nov 2008..

Me : what should we do?

Seena : well,we are going to BEL Road,u follow us and u take back the cake..ok??

Me : sounds ok to me!

5th Nov 2008..

Seena : where are u??

Me : i'm on my way..in the bus!!

Seena : ok2..we'll go to the cafe first,then only we'll go to the old library..

Me : okie dokie

i waited there with Nisa and Kak Sha..in patience.

hehe =)

then come Seena,Mimi and Syaza..

Seena : makan la kt dalam old library ni..got fountain some more..

We All : HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU..HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU..HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU SYAZA..HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU..

There, a surprise small birthday celebration to Syaza..

books are like novels

2008-11-04T23:59:00.002+08:00

have you ever heard proverbs

'reading a book is like reading a novel'

i think its NOT true.

reading anatomy for me is messing up my mind.

reading biochemistry is giving me bad headache

reading physiology makes me wanna vomit!

though i like reading novels,but books are different.

wonder whoever create that proverbs must really hate me.

so, dear God, please help me.

need to read Anat,Biochem and Physio.

Hey Upper Eastsiders!

2008-11-03T20:16:00.002+08:00

Gossip Boy here,

one thing that people might know is gossip up-to-date.

from head to toe,people is talking.

what happened?

why it happen?

who were invloved?

but one thing for sure.

from who?

was it gossip boys?

or who could it be?

me?

seems like someone would like to declare a war.

i thought the white flags are waving.

or i misunderstood the statement.

so, truce or consequences.

you know you love me,

XOXO

Gossip Boy.

actually

i'm currently into Gossip Girl Season 2.

hehe

the thought that count

2008-11-03T00:49:00.003+08:00

friendship.

in friendship,is there such thing like friends left out?

year after year i've been gone thru lots of people.

year after year i've met new people.

year after year i've made lots of friends.

3 years of kindergarten, 6 years of elementary school, 5 years of high school, and 1 year of foundation year.

most of 'em i still contact and know them.

but do they know me as i know them?

do they treat me like i treat them?

i have no answer for that.

i dont know what they felt about me.

i dont know what they think about me.

i have plenty of good friends in High School.

they'll are good to me.

they appreciate as who i am now.

they care bout me in what ever i do.

they support me no matter what happen.

they call me to chat with me.

in foundation year,i've met new friends even though i came in late.

at first, it was all alone. i requested to be the same housemate as my friend in sdar and i get it.

i know no one except him.

then, i made friends with others.

am i bad enough as ur friend?

am i cruel enough as ur friend?

am i treating u guys badly?

again,the answer lies among u guys!

i dont know,i think i've been a good friend to all of 'em.

but do i get the same thing as what i gave them?

is it that i don't have feeling so that i can be treated like that.

people have feelings. why u dont care bout my feelings when u did that to me?

stop reasoning!

when i knew i wasnt invited,i took it positively.

but come to think about it, i dont think it was a positive part.

its more to negative part.

yeah,i admit that

i'm noisy,

i'm overacting,

i'm sometimes make people not comfortable.

but do i deserve this?!

i dont think that i deserve!

what would u do if u're in my place?!

would u feel the same way?

felt like humiliated.

felt like unappreciated.

felt lonely.

come to think about it again,seriously it affected me the most.

i felt like i didnt fit with u guys.

u know why?

i joined u guys late.

i felt like i was left out.

u have a person u close to and u share everything u have when u sad,happy and discontented with him.

that particular friend didnt invite u at all.

what would u feel?

stop reasoning.

i've heard what i wanted to hear.

i've accepted all the apologies.

but it takes time to heal what i feel.

the wound that has been made is quite severe.

skin wound might be easy to cure but heart is different.

it may continue to bleed.

thanks to all whoever i meant.

i do appreciate u guys as what u are.

totte mo arigato gozaimasu for making all my life in Mais a cherry blossom.

and thanks a lot for accepting me!

India, a City of Spice Part II

2008-11-02T21:25:00.007+08:00

before heading to college

kereta Tata

deretan auto..

organ/tangan

mayat in formalin

Brigade Road at night + Diwali Season

levi's Square : Brigade Road

near the commisioner office

centre of artificial inteligence and robotic

arrived at Bengaluru International Airport

Reebok,Dockers,Puma : Brigade Road

adidas in Brigade Road

monumen in MS Ramaiah College

Dissection Hall

traffic jam in india

autorickshaw

India,a city of spice Part I

2008-11-02T16:07:00.003+08:00

hello folks..

its been a long time not updated,well here i am..

arrive in Bengaluru International Airport on the 11th of Oct 2008.

at first i was reluctant that i was in India. Not that i'm not grateful but it feels different to be in other country nd be apart from my family. And not to forget, i would like to thanks to all my friends who made it to the airport including tenuk and geng. As for other Zerodeuxsix who can't manage to come its ok..u guys mustve a good reason for not coming.

Back to our story, India, a City of Spice..

it was cool when we arrive there..breezy. I think its cooler than Malaysia obviously.

The next day we were brought to go shopping to complete our home.. i live in a penthouse in Divya Landmark. It was big for 7 of us to live in. at this apartment they got this swimming pool,which is so damn cool.

college..we had an orientation here in Bangalore with the seniors and they helped us a lot with books,house,stove, and even a small matter like food. hanks to the seniors and really appreciate it. we've open a bank account called Vijaya Bank. and the class started last week and all of it are 3 subject total. Anatomy, Physiology and Biochemistry. The 3rd day lecture we've already dissected a cadever according to table. we were divided into 8 group. Each group have their own cadaver and luckily my group got a thin cadaver. Thin cadaver is easier to cut off rather than fat cadaver coz they have a thick superficial fascia. Lecturers all are kind and good. even though some of the lecturers are young and looks like fresh graduates, they taught us without using books at all..they'll have it all in their mind and thats was the coolest part of them. Surprisingly, one of the lecturer even still reading comics in One Manga,isn't that cool!!

my life here + shopping..

hehe..i kinda like this part actually..well the first shopping mall i went was The Forum. it was nothing.then we went to Brigade Road and M.G Road..it was like i was finally breathing..the boutique were like bersepah tepi jalan. u'll fine Hilfiger on ur right,Pepe Jeans a bit in front, Levi's Square, Reebok, Adidas, Nike, Puma and lots more there... i wasnt expecting those kind of bpoutique to be scattered there and each of the boutique was damn big..there were also Commercial Street(CS) were it is similarly like the Jalan TAR in Malaysia. we can bargain to get lower prices even on electrical goods. Not far from CS, there's Richard Square where u can find many metal and plastic goods and obviously we cn bargain...if at the supermarket, a dozen of hanger is Rs120 = RM 10, in Richard Square u can get like Rs80..plastic good are sooooo expensive here.... then we have Garuda Mall, where u'll find Esprit, Mark & Spencer and some other boutique..but some of it are quite outdated.Sorry to say tho~

over all its fine and liking it..i'll get use to it. Some of it are reasonable prices but some of it were out of mind. One more thing, Loreal for Men, if in Malaysia u can get at RM18,but in India the price is Rs550 = nearly RM50...

weather..

all i can say is its cool..because its near to winter season..in India, they have 3 season that are Monsoon,Winter and Summer. Now its end of monsoon nk masuk winter..so its gonna be cool...i shall say im searching plenty of mafla now...hehhe =) i'll upload some pixies later in the second part..

p/s: part II will be only pixies~

have a nice day...

india chapter

2008-10-20T15:00:00.001+08:00

hello folks,
i'm already in Bangalore,India.
its nice and cool.
i'll be updating soon.
wait for my India Chapter

Auld Lang Syne

2008-10-06T06:51:00.002+08:00

Should auld acquaintance be forgot,
and never brought to mind ?
Should auld acquaintance be forgot,
and auld lang syne ?

CHORUS:

For auld lang syne, my dear,

for auld lang syne,

we’ll tak a cup o’ kindness yet,

for auld lang syne.

And surely ye’ll be your pint-stoup !
And surely I’ll be mine !
And we’ll tak a cup o’ kindness yet,
for auld lang syne.

CHORUS

We twa hae run about the braes,
and pou’d the gowans fine ;
But we’ve wander’d mony a weary fit,
sin’ auld lang syne.

CHORUS

We twa hae paidl’d in the burn,
frae morning sun till dine ;
But seas between us braid hae roar’d
sin’ auld lang syne.

CHORUS

And there’s a hand, my trusty fiere !
And gives a hand o’ thine !
And we’ll tak a right guid-willie-waught,
for auld lang syne.

CHORUS

i noe is sad,but it happens..

i'm doing this since i'll be leaving soon.

i'm off to MSU today for orientation and not coming back to perak anymore.

so..goodbye my home~